[*Original date – 27 March 2020]
I’m running low on energy. I can keep swimming, but I don’t see anywhere to swim to. So right now I’m just treading water.
I’m waiting for a wave to catch to help me make the significant progress that I know will be worth my energy, but the waters I’m in are too calm.
Calm is good for survival. I won’t drown. But I won’t get anywhere where I am right now. If I’m going to swim again, I want to swim somewhere full of energy.
Medication is the last chance I’m giving myself to finally start swimming without an external wave. Once that fails, I have no other excuse to finally leave these waters.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 