Fasting

[*Original date – 11 March 2020]

I’m beginning to understand the story of Jesus fasting in the desert. In a way, I’m experiencing it right now. When you have almost no energy, only the bare necessities come forward. It’s so much easier to think when your mind isn’t clouded by meaningless nonsense. It’s draining, but also liberating.

As for me personally, I currently don’t have the energy to sustain multiple personalities at the same time. For the first time in a long time I can think without someone in my head telling me why I’m wrong. I finally get to finish a thought. It’s been so long that I forgot what it felt like to have a quiet mind.