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Original date – 14 June 2019
Weed]
I’m on the journey to achieve spiritual enlightenment, but I’m not fully willing to let go of the physical world.
This puts me in purgatory. I’m too far on the path to ever fully return, but the normalcy of my life is stagnating any spiritual growth.
My strife comes from the probably impossible goal of merging the two worlds. I need to somehow orient my worldview where spiritual growth and physical fulfillment complement each other.