[*Original date – 26 March 2020]
• I used to be afraid of losing what I wanted and had, and because of that I lost everything that was important to me. When you hold on too tight, you crush the thing you wanted to protect.
• Now I’m too afraid to want or have anything, because it’s easier to live without what I love in the first place than to lose what I love.
• For the longest time I thought I was only happy when I was high, but I wasn’t feeling happy. I was feeling relieved because the I was able to forget my loneliness for just a little while.
• When all you feel is pain and loneliness, becoming numb becomes addicting.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 