[*11 March 2020]
I have specific memories of all of these. They’re seared into my mind, and I think they’re the births of new personalities. These are times that I truly wanted to kill myself.
• Parents fighting – I remember specifically thinking that they were going to get divorced, and thinking that it was my fault
• Embarrassment and shame from an explosive temper (I think there are at least 2 unique personalities formed from this – one from around 3rd/4th grade, one from middle school)
• Embarrassment and shame from acting different from everyone else (this is often accompanied by an explosive temper episode)
• When (She) broke up with me
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