[* May 2020 *] - - - - - - , I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable, but I needed to send you those for my own health. It was the last step I needed to finally move on with my life. I won't try to contact you again, so you don't have to … Continue reading Goodbye

[* May 2020 *] So I was Finally Able to do it; I was finally Able to really share, And I was right; She rejected my feelings; It hurts, But it's different this time; It isn't despair; It isn't emptiness; It isn't an abyss, Taking away all The light in my world; It's almost like … Continue reading An Outcome

[* May 2020 *] I was finally able to face her, if only in my dreams; I showed her my feelings, and she rejected them; It hurt for a moment, but then it came to me: "That's fine. You have your feelings, and I have mine; We may never share the same feelings again, but … Continue reading Facing Her

She sounds lovely! I can see why you loved her. I'm really sorry it didn't work out for the two of you. It definitely hurt losing her, but the more I look back, the more I feel it was worth it. I learned so much from her when we were together, but even though we … Continue reading A Conversation

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She sounds lovely! I can see why you loved her. I'm really sorry it didn't work out for the two of you. It definitely hurt losing her, but the more I look back, the more I feel it was worth it. I learned so much from her when we were together, but even though we … Continue reading A Conversation

... I'll just have to move out there so you have an excuse to visit. And I know what you mean about it feeling like the best place to live. I haven't even been there, but the mix of the culture, nature, and weirdness seems like the perfect blend for me. It's kinda weird, because … Continue reading A Destination – Seattle

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[* 17 May 2020 *] I just realized that I haven't been writing essays these past couple of years; I've been writing poetry. That's why I've always been so particular with the words that I chose. The style, the cadence, the structure, the look. That's why all of it mattered. Because I was always trying … Continue reading Writing Style – Poetry