[*13 March 2020] I've learned a skill to reconstruct myself on the fly. Since I have multiple personalities with each very unique beliefs, skills, and outlooks on life, I am able to actively pick and choose which aspects I want to "believe" and portray, as long as they don't overlap in a contradictory way or … Continue reading Personality Construction And Ego Development

[*23 March 2020] Too many of my personalities think they're the smartest and most capable. I think the personalities that think they're not good enough are probably the smartest ones of us all. They've seen the truth, and they're rightfully terrified. I need to build up their confidence, then maybe they'll be able to lead … Continue reading Personalities

[*27 March 2020] I want to make someone great, because I know how to be great, but I don't think I deserve to be considered great. Or maybe I'm just too afraid to be great. But I guess if I'm too afraid to be great, then I probably don't deserve to be great.

[*Original date - 28 March 2020] I think one problem I have is that I try to keep myself simple enough for others to understand. I guess I'm arrogant because I decide they're not smart enough to understand me even though I haven't given them a chance. Actually, I don't think it's arrogance. I think … Continue reading Simple Me

[*Original date - 6 April 2020] • Is linear time represented by the 42nd dimension? Is linear time contained in the 42nd dimension? - "The things you'll find in higher dimensions" by Zach Star, YouTube • I think it's more likely that 4th dimensional beings exist than aliens. I'm not saying aliens don't exist, just … Continue reading Questions/Thoughts Inspired By Specific Things

• Started 4-25-20 at 7:30PM • This is the first trip I've been on where I wasn't depressed • Thought: personality as a function of inhibitions • I am my best self on acid • Coexisting life • How it's impossible for me to have a bad trip (and how making this statement invites so … Continue reading Happy Trip 🙂

[*Original date - 7 February 2018] • Texture pack theory: are we really seeing the same thing as everyone else? • Time and space are equivalent, just different representations/expressions of the same thing, like matter and energy. Possibly, our understanding/classification of space-time could be similar to Einstein's e=mc^2 equation. • Multiverse vs. Omniverse -> How … Continue reading Misc. Notes

[*Original date - 14 November 2018] • Courage is one's ability to defy fate and logic • The universe is just as lazy as any person. That's why everything is constantly looking for a lower energy state. A simple example is that a ball wants to roll down a hill to lower its potential energy. … Continue reading Misc. 4

Even when we don't.

[*Original date - 2 May 2019 Weed] • I'm a free spirit trapped in a cage of my own making. • My greatest sin is that I don't hold my own life sacred • We cannot comprehend what does not already exist somewhere within our space and time • The most satisfying good acts are … Continue reading Random Thoughts

[*Original date - 22 September 2018] Theory • All matter and natural phenomenon come into existence as a result of an observer being present • Sentient life is the function machine that turns an empty void into something with meaning Implications • We will never run out of new things to observe/experience as long as … Continue reading The Creation Of The Universe Via Observation