35 – My Favorite Weakness

You are my weakness 
In the best way possible; 
I care about you so much; 
I can accept almost anything, but 
I cannot accept a world 
Where you're not happy; 
Your happiness is what I want; 
Truly more than anything; 
You give me a reason to love life, because 
You give me a reason to dread death, or 
Rather hope it comes later 
Rather than sooner; 

I want you to know 
I was never angry with you; 
I was angry with my self; 
I was insane with self hatred; 
I wanted to hurt my self, but 
I hurt when I see you hurt, so 
The part of me that wanted to hurt 
My self used that against me; 
I need to take some time to grow 
To be stronger than that part of me, so 
I don't let that happen ever again; 
I can't let that happen ever again; 

Because you are my weakness 
In the best way possible, 
And I never want to change that, 
And I never want to lose you, so 
I want to become stronger; 
I need to become a better person for you