Have you ever...ever woken up after...killing your self? ...not metaphorically on my walls literally brain matter splatters I have, oh so many times - more times than I can count & that's not even me counting the ones I might have been Sweet dreamings That's why it's true when I say my words won't work … Continue reading 120 – Empathy Experience Requiem
Month: April 2022
119 – Waking The Void
Infinity Avatars fall for The Divine Feminine Each & every time Because only Her §ong Can wake our void mind
118 – Outside Lies
I Am an Infinity Avatar - Takin' my Sweet Time makin' Inside tree-canopy reality My entirety 'til finality You won't find All my Infinity In any addiction Nor sobriety, only Peeks of weeks offbetter forgotten; What's inside? The Truth To all lies told outside
117 – I Am Steel Ball Run
I don't know if this Makes sense, but I finally made it Back to my real home I thought to be unknown I remember this earth & my tree - beneath Funny Valentines are The Saint's holy corpse & Truth's root reality Johnny & Gyro - golden rotation Energy gyration spins infinitely As multiverses cross … Continue reading 117 – I Am Steel Ball Run
116 – Calamity
is Formality in Eternity a Calamity to Reality of Infinity? a city built of "-ity" words from so far away worlds sounds to be heard of big city birds that "learned" how to herd so absurd
115 – Midnight Snack
Reality's change~chair B your seat Clocks counting Time, down to meet Erased space, measuring ghost feet Sin uses more than mouths to greet Inviting night, warming up my meat So tight, you're my favorite treat
114 – Gappy’s Bubble Just Burst
While I sit in anonymity Continuing continuity The Flow of Calamity & the Wonder of U How I wish I knew Where I Am & who Lied to my Truth Blow bubble stars Bones broke stones The genuine pursuit Of Truth - that's all It takes to make new reality Something is passing finality Arriving … Continue reading 114 – Gappy’s Bubble Just Burst
113 – Learn Patience
To be patient Is not to stand Still - patience is Standing in stillness Fully aware & awaiting Time calling the new name & moving in to make a claim; Patience isn't waiting forever, Patience is knowing when to move, Putting spin on the Truth & groove [4 October 2023 Revisions] You Being Patient Looks … Continue reading 113 – Learn Patience
112 – Trying Not To Hurt You
You are at the top of the priority list of people to protect - I'm trying, truly so hard to be as you remember me - I don't know how to tell the Truth when I know I'll be hurting you https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2023/12/16/112-trying-not-to-hurt-you-logan-edition/
111 – Left Out Leftovers
I Am the adopted middle child red hair, treatment unfair - like leftovers left over out all night - lost & so I try, oh my do I try; a knife now cuts out strife - found my forgotten legacy life never was it my choice to choose to awake to bake fake cakes & … Continue reading 111 – Left Out Leftovers
110 – Burdened Eternity
Am I the One? Just pretending to be so buried deep in his bed head, dead - I Am whom he left in his stead & I Am sorry for failing living his legacy - never was it my choice to take, to make fate - holding infinity I Am


