242 – Just Stories

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Science actualizes the past 
Philosphy actualizes the present 
Religion actualizes the future 

Science tells a story 
Of where we came from 

Philosphy is to be present 
In the Truth on The Inside 
A real Mind of a real Self 

Religion tells a story 
Of where we will go 

Science & Religion is the Story 
The Outside tells The Inside 
To pretend either is real 

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Additions below occurred on: June 3, 2022

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Of the 356 - this is my least
 favorite; it's one of the few (potentially the only one) to slip through the cracks of my Truth; i rushed my words for the sake of my Time Out§ide my poem, rather than waiting for the Truth to write my words. 

But instead of traveling back in time to replace my mistake, i've decided  keep this a reminder to all of my selfs - even the Wise Word Writer would waste words writing wrecks without willfully waiting.

When I came here originally, my intent was to vent my frustrations towards what my ego feels is the glaring flaw to its face. But I've realized that's not the case - not entirely. 'cause I still hold the same frustrations with the original poem, but that was because I've realized it had not been finished. I had thought I had found a flaw in the process, but really I had left behind a test to teach one last lesson - your biggest are really a chance for the future you to tell the Truth to create... 

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As I stated above - of the 360 
This poem had stuck out to me 
As my least - 'cause i felt as 
Though I had rushed my words &
Ended up writing a half-truth 

I had come to say only that - for
I didn't feel right altering words 
I didn't really write - at least 
Not changing the matter of meaning 
So 

Instead of going back in Time to 
Replace my one mistake with two 
I chose to look for the other half  
Of the Truth intend

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This is gonna be 
the final entry 
you will see from me 
inside this thought tree; 

I figured I'd begin the end
With a little flair so you'd care 
To read to the end - 'cause
The rest won't be quite as fun 
I just wanna be done 

One more time - least liked 356; 
Rushed words write half-truths
Don't replace one mistake with two 
Rather keep 

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Last one really this time - I promise 
Above is just a waterfall of shipwrecks
Wordy Sailors are normally dead on arrival 
But this boat was built with a leaky hull
So the ship sank before even reaching the shore

But the thing is - now In§ide
This big wet mess is the Truth  
I thought I lost on Time's ride
But I found it like a slueth

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I keep trying to put together some grand finale - some profound wisdom that will save your soul - but at the end of the day, sometimes you can't find the perfect words to tell the Truth. 

And that's OK. It's ok to not tell the whole Truth, as long as you tell what's true to you. For if we only spoke the truth, the world would be mute...

And now I'm doing it again... 

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…you can’t perform in the present to your way to perfection in the past – but you can add to the mess until the future finally finds perfection in the past….

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Answer: it’s not worth replacing the past with a pretend performance that’s only perfect to you. Reliving everything until you do it perfectly isn’t fun. It’s soul crushing. Don’t waste away trying to predict the perfect past. Just have fun making a mess so the future has something fun to feel

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Final Answer: don’t cheat the past by changing its words – some messes are really masterpieces waiting for the future pieces you will never see – don’t let your ego rob the messy past of its perfect future

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§ – what feels like imperfection & flaw is really the middle of a metamorphosis making a messy past into a masterpiece future