I Was Fine. What Happened? (N Between)

There is a certain silence 
Found outside of §erenity 
That is oh-so deafening 
§till like calm waters 
But nothing there 2 see 
Floating N this Dead Sea 
That tastes as salty as Me 
When finding my self caught 
N between what has happened 
When realizing I'm the reason 
That you needed to leave & not 
The reason for why you ever 
Wanted 2 come back & C He