The Crimson Minute (27) / Pop The Trunk (Again)
[11 September 2024]
I guess she really does hate me
I don't care if she reads anymore
She left me alone
She said she would be there for me
I guess that was all just a dream
She doesn't care
She'll cry and say she does
But she doesn't care
And if she does
I don't care
Because why would I care
About someone who lets me die
Alone again & again & again
She said she's afraid of
What I might say
But it doesn't matter anymore
Because I'm killing myself today
And she doesn't know
If I'm being poetic or not
Because she's not gonna call
Whether I'm here or I'm not
So I guess she'll have to live
In uncertainty, whether or not
I choose to. Because this
Is her curse. The Fear
Of thinking she either
Broke my heart
Or my Will to live
Because she won't even give me
Clarity's closure 2 die alone
https://open.spotify.com/track/4ig3DcNoj3UfPdhL2Rw9J1?si=8GUI57bURqK-R1f0mf4ytg
https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2024/02/06/die-alone-again/
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