Get N Loser (“Cool Loser” Paradox)

Thinking of them Cool Losers 
I grew up with N school, who 
Had money, girls and friends 
No matter the end 2B Found N 
As they always have at least 
1 friend that remains hidden 
Inside a pen, named §inister 
Who B that left-handed fiend 
But truthfully acting as our 
Insane Twin, when attempting 
2 blend И - & thinking Again 
Of that §trange phrase which 
Made an eyebrow raise: "Cool 
Losers" B sounding silly & И 
Absurd reality only existing 
Paradoxically or И my dream§ 
'cause clearly them Losers R 
Sinning then winning, though 
I got 2 thinking of §üM∿Kind 
Words from a Man wearing his 
Cardigan sweater - something 
About how We all already are 
Winners, for only you B able 
To sit at God's table, which 
B Reserved by Name - so only 
You may claim this seat, for 
Only you be able 2 play your 
God-given Name∿Game - so now 
Coming back around, circling 
My answer to Paradox's "Cool 
Losers" 'cause they really R 
Losers, no matter what can B 
Found nearby on muddy ground 
Nor the sound from "friends" 
И the crowd that B following 
The Fame, not the Game, & so 
Although using their brain 2 
B able 2 entertain by acting 
Insane - it's not the same & 
Feels like Shame, for though 
They think they like you for 
Your Иame, R Unaware how you 
Traded away your days when Ü 
Let §inister Twin§ socialize 
И your place - until one day 
Awakening 2 A Nü∿Ạlarm clock 
Singing an unfamiliar tune & 
Mirrors looking like mosaics 
At least when looking 4 your 
Original face inside a chase 
& Trying 2 identify original 
Gender, race - anything able 
2 prove your face exists and 
Not been erased nor sent far 
Away 2 §üM~place of disgrace 
After losing your court case 
Only 2 find it replaced with 
§inister's trace which looks 
Similar, though feels out of 
Place like eyes & ears being 
Misplaced, yet no evidence B 
Available to prove your case 
For even God seems incapable 
Of REMembering your öDD∿Face