After all is this time I still don't believe I have ever apologized At least genuinely
All the times of me Trying, saying sorry Was little more than A child of a fool Asleep like a tool Sweet dreaming That I was cool Unaware the fires Below us like stew Or the nimbus storm Beginning to brew
For I could see the pain Caused by my name But I thought if only I could fix what is seen Everything would come back to Me
But I was blind to the design & how all that matters Is being Kind So instead - I Tried using my mind And in doing so - it seems I have lost track of the Time
So now I know I cannot apologize For what I did not do Nor whatever pain I actually did Bring upon you No matter how much I may truly Hope to
At least until I'm able To Ünderstand Whö I Am To Her as well as to Him
Maybe then I can Finally follow through With any plan Maybe then I can Finally make The proper amends Maybe then I can Finally atone & return home
Maybe one day I will be Able to say "sorry" Genuinely But until then I.O.U. an Apology
♡Sugar☆World☮ 