I don't know whatever it B
About this Time of each week
Yet: this Time, like Clockwork
This Orange Heart starts to hurt
& bleeds on the sleeve of my shirt
I don't know why, but - seemingly
You only reply if I wanna scream
I mus'n't let that happen again
Yet whispers fill Me with pain
Puppet for their insane games
They Willn't leave Me B 'til
I Am ground 2 dust like Mill
Still knowing not, what 2 do
When writing this poem for Ü
N hoping His curse Will undo
So tonight I pray 2 both of Ü
& God - let my Heart stay true
2 REMember Love, 2 forget Cruel
Then if We R Fated 2 face & duel
These B my meanest words said 2 Ü
I’m feeling §trange again, and it’s reminding me of those nights I’ve hurt you. I can’t let that happen again, so this is insurance if our puppet strings somehow get twisted together tonight by Fate. I give them a piece of me now, and they won’t tear a piece off by pushing the buttons that end in me hurting you.
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I don't know what it B
About this time of week
This time like Clockwork
This heart starts to hurt
Bleeds on sleeves of shirt
Draft
I don’t know what it is
About this time of the week
But at this time like Clockwork
My child’s heart begins to hurt
& bleeds on the my sleeve shirt
I don’t know why, but it seems
You only reply when I wanna scream
I don’t want that to happen again
But whispers fill me with pain
A puppet for their insane game
They won’t leave Me be until
I’m ground to dust like Mill
& I don’t know what to do, so
I’m writing this poem for You
Then maybe this curse, I can undo
So tonight I pray to both God
& You – let my heart stay true
To REMember Love & forget Cruel
& if We are Fated to face & duel
These B meanest words I say 2 You
♡Sugar☆World☮ 