I REMember believing That I was unlovable Not because I couldn't B Loved - but rather I wouldn't want anyone To Love Me how I Am At that moment, because I needed to change & didn't want to take Away someone they loved Now I understand I have to give others The same time they … Continue reading Time 2 Change
Month: January 2023
Stories About Stories
The actions performed By someone says less than The stories inspired by them
REM Sentence
v.2 With a memory like mine Just will have to trust One deserves it whether It's a good or bad Time v.1 With a memory like mine You just have to trust You deserve it, whether It's good or it's bad
A Novelty Loser
When you are born A Winner Winning loses Its spice of novelty & thrill of uncertainty Which people can't seem To understand how now Winning to me means not Looking at the scoreboard But rather feeling something Anything at all - that is novel
Ü Don’t Wanna Know (The End)
I kept asking About the end 'cause I thought I wanted to know Thinking this is how I would finally grow But all I grew N2 be Just another Whö Ü don't wanna kn- https://open.spotify.com/track/4MsBOGhjM996rL6sf0i0n7?si=XWLmQ_i3T5G3xXLAQKFusQ&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/6s2yqZbiPNPL1B2IeCMsUA?si=Oq2e1ebNQ9uZ2UGpoF7OSw&utm_source=copy-link https://youtu.be/6VZlWIW5ZdM
N2 Deep (Can’t C Me)
The identity crisis Of the Artist Versus the Art Is found N the junction Of Ünderstanding how Something can B Genuinely of Ü & -§till- not Really B Me Like when I Am Acting Hypocritically It's not that I Am shallow Rather I B So far N2 deep Where Ü can't C Me https://open.spotify.com/track/7rUchbZxrhF29Q0vYjKEU0?si=wkFt7GDFThSblvktdJvQsw&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/2NPxL1QqPrD1a7OLHjVcAP?si=sOpkfqrpSsyiVsdgZlnNBg&utm_source=copy-link … Continue reading N2 Deep (Can’t C Me)
Narcissistic Humility
Pathetic people are not humble They're pathetic, that's why There is this Paradox Or almost hypocrisy To experience Humility And understand its meaning One must live narcissistically https://open.spotify.com/track/39F08AoluLGQ9F1J2bO4Pn?si=sKnfyNjQRreKnztAl5UAlw&utm_source=copy-link
Experiencing Ünderstanding (Again)
Experiencing Ünderstanding But how long until I forget again? Probably when I start Chasing my cats again As I try and pet them Oh well - I accept That I may forget My lesson, again Like every other time I just hope that At the very least I won't forget how Certainty feels again https://open.spotify.com/track/46xeByspmJW3xlgaSOFHXG?si=-Z6oB8yzQWi2Nvpqr9KfNA&utm_source=copy-link … Continue reading Experiencing Ünderstanding (Again)
Cold♡Fire
My heart feels a burning Covered in a cold fire That's bright white With blue fringe Like when you come in From playing in the snow & immediately put your hands Under a faucet of scalding water
California∿Champagne (Bon Voyage!)
Provocative products like Pornographic erotica And see-through socks Erecting my ship's mast Floating N the salty docks As I christen this Maiden mission with California∿Champagne Just to piss off Paris & the rest of the French Right before setting sail Bon Voyage! https://amanpan.blog/2023/01/10/moonwashed-weekly-prompt-125-1-10-23-provocative/ https://open.spotify.com/track/3ia3dJETSOllPsv3LJkE35?si=Apn4UqQJS6uIMEzMc6ceTg&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/78A2FZKzGtkaIIlov5te9S?si=p0omYtWPRtKa_29uRexviQ&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/4cSSUpptr7r125fK5nRJhP?si=6whFd_kfRUqGkAsTE8Awsw&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/2gam98EZKrF9XuOkU13ApN?si=f_Lef9tbRu6RpMgdJf3d4A&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/3aCRrvADMjFjZq1x8dWD0t?si=bcxNANRQRr2ZqzhvYFV24g&utm_source=copy-link https://open.spotify.com/track/6uE9SHkGFAvAyXZdIOgXBV?si=sfn5PnhTTuOwW-x9EVAaEw&utm_source=copy-link
OF Chiral Desire
v.2 Love & Hate R just Chiral expressions of our Deepest desires https://open.spotify.com/album/7ibEo7IK9E9mi2sU5rJNDC?si=B3qgB4S9T86AG6YsfXkOLA&utm_source=copy-link v.1 Love & Hate R chiral expressions Of desire
♡Sugar☆World☮ 