Feeling frustration from
Knowing of my asking
For Λ11 of this
This pain
This struggle
This uncertainty
As from the beginning
Known going N was not
"Smart" though acting
Arrogant and thinking
1 being strong enough
2 handle ܧ Δ11∿Δlone
Now Found myself Lost
Far past the point of
ИØ return so can't go
Back 2 the way it was
Before §he, back when
Living was oh∿so easy
And so my only option
B getting stronger so
Keep moving >forward>
Üniverses R too big 2
Guarantee 1'§ success
Although, isn't cruel
4 it wants my success
Yet knows that it has
2B with my hands 4 it
2B, truly, my success
So knows that Victory
Can only come from Me
Infinity burdening Me
& weighted 4 Eternity
So now Ü need 2 prove
1'§ initial arrogance
By being able 2 carry
On universe causality
[original: “I Asked For This” – 27 March 2020]
I’m frustrated at myself because I’ve asked for all of this. The pain. The difficulty. The uncertainty.
I knew going in it wasn’t “smart.” But I was arrogant, and thought I was strong enough to handle it.
Now I’ve passed the point of no return. I can’t go back to the way it was before, when things were easy.
My only option is to get stronger and move forward. The universe is too big to worry about my success, but it is not cruel. It wants my success, but knows that it has to be in my hands for it to be truly a success.
I need to prove my initial arrogance. I need to prove that I can carry the weight of the universe.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 