Collapsing
My heart feels so heavy
How odd the absence of love
Is heavier than an excess of it
Does the absence of love weigh you down?
Or is it really that without its support
The hearts collapses onto itself.
Life is good (just not now)
My life is good, just not now.
When I look back on my years,
I'm confident I will see a good life.
But right now? Now really sucks.
Same Difference
She's still in my life;
It's not like she left.
Our love is still the same,
Yet I feel a difference.
Missing My Missus
Do not hesitate when your heart yells.
Listen to it!
Unless you want your
Missus to become your misses.
Lusting the Love
It's strange; I had a sex drive again
And it vanished as quickly as it appeared
I had forgoten the pleasures of the body
Until I was able to lust after the perfect body
Our divine love made physical
Together our bodies incarnated
As our bodies manifest our divinity love
Sober For Myself
I wanted to be sober for her,
But I won't belong to her.
Now I actually have to learn
How to be sober for myself.
Sure I'll still explore the cosmos
From time to time,
But I won't fall
Into the addiction of false truths.
Hot to the touch
I played with fire and got burned
Hot to the touch, she made me sweat every time
And though it's a searing pain
My only thought is: "she was worth it."
♡Sugar☆World☮ 