ill∿will empathy / pre-tragedy paranoia (god speed, Nashville)

 been feeling very 
§trange
this week &
ncomplete, as if
my mind flew up high
n2 sky 2 cry, tears
4 dropping as rain
on desert crops &
thinking, 2 self
"ΣY∃ wonder y?"

another clue, i
decided 2 pursue
how 99, seemingly
followed me around
all last week, then
it's when ΣY∃ c it
so makes it piece
#3 needed 2 hold
like trinity so
can understand
y this week b
feeling, ill

& now REMembering how
that last time i had
felt this way, from
way back when as n
may & then too, not
understand odd∿trend
until turning on news
right after finishing
writing poem #299 so
#300 fastly follows
as i try 2 process
terrible ñü∿Truth
i wish ΣY∃ could
just deny like i
pretend my eyes
r dry as i cry

https://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2023/03/28/nashville-community-mass-shooting-covenant-school/11552804002/


299 – Tired In A Way You Cannot Understand

300 – Why, Texas?


why would i expect things to change in a year when we couldn’t figure out how to fight for what’s right when already given 20 years to face fate? it’s time to wake up, america; it’s time 2 realize we created this unnecessary reality where dead KIDS has become guaranteed inevitability more absolute than entropy.

[release: 26 may 2002 | re-release: 26 may 2022]

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