Wading through old writing Rivers from memories past Flowing N2 today's youth REMinding Me just how Even though so much Changes - §üM∿Love Remains Evertrue
Month: March 2023
untitled note | 23 March 2021 | “Pain of Regretting “
The pain of regretting a past shortcoming acts as an anchor to a world that no longer exists. You become stuck in the deserted remains of the past, haunted by time ghosts of your memories. You become tethered to that time and space, and you lose time's ability to grow and move forward. This pain … Continue reading untitled note | 23 March 2021 | “Pain of Regretting “
untitled letter | 25 June 2021 | “I Love You, Brittany Sweet”
https://open.spotify.com/track/388jD8ko9cvFM9cd9TYDrl?si=So2yt5vGTqqJklnnBBLWsg After last night, I woke up to the reality that I was trying to ignore. I love you so very much. And you love me so very much. And I've decided for certain I'm going to marry you, just not at the moment. I don't know how it will happen, or when it will, … Continue reading untitled letter | 25 June 2021 | “I Love You, Brittany Sweet”
Poems about the one | June 2021
[A collection of untitled poems found in a single note] The irony of our love story is that somehow we're both the "one who got away" for each other*I hear us in his songsAnd he died when he couldn't get herIf I'm him, then I'll get youOr die trying *If your voice is my favorite … Continue reading Poems about the one | June 2021
untitled note | 21 October 2020 | “An Alien Who Believes”
I think I'm an alien, and I chose to come to earth to experience it first hand. I think people are incredible. They can be incredibly hateful, but more importantly, they can be incredibly loving. And even if it doesn't seem like it all the time, humans have proven time and time again that love … Continue reading untitled note | 21 October 2020 | “An Alien Who Believes”
untitled note | 7 October 2020 | “Answers Give Me No Peace”
[A note started on 7 October 2020, but most likely written throughout the whole month] No matter how much we drag our feet, we all get to the end eventually. I guess I'm just starting to get tired of running ahead of everyone, then forced to stop and wait.I've been pulled back for so long. … Continue reading untitled note | 7 October 2020 | “Answers Give Me No Peace”
Really Feeling Real
Experiencing a §trange Sensation - doesn't Quite feel real Or maybe it's The first Time Really Feeling Real https://open.spotify.com/track/0ANExk8Iu85oqCgk82rG64?si=Qte-jsg7TB6nJ6QCmn53YA https://open.spotify.com/track/3luYiPxAz6snO5DQlbMpDB?si=B0EUOGcJRnSxIqMAWSai-Q https://open.spotify.com/track/1qwMkkRiD5jqLeUUjfgblh?si=_2aL9LPYRsit1gfp2i-CRQ
untitled note | 25 October 2020 | “War Is Unavoidable”
The inner conflict you're describing is itself a war. Your inner philosophy is in conflict with itself, and the opposing philosophies are battling for which one you will choose. War is unavoidable, and complying with something you disagree with to avoid conflict will eventually lead to its own conflict and loss. I truly wish I … Continue reading untitled note | 25 October 2020 | “War Is Unavoidable”
Schrödinger’s Lobby
https://open.spotify.com/track/5QTxFnGygVM4jFQiBovmRo?si=Jax-3JNYS5GJR4DkS580tA [v.3, revised: 23 March 2023] 3 old & white men Staring down upon Me, rather beyond Me, really; those Eyes B lifeless & Merely reflecting Light from them 9 ⌁Electric⌁Candles Chandalier hanged Like them N∿Mates On death row that Now been sat near Charging cables 4 Tesla's RED chair [v.1, original: 17 March 2023] … Continue reading Schrödinger’s Lobby
“Happy” Endings
JTB_4-23-16 | 23 April 2016
Things like this are the hardest to deal with. Everyone knows deep down no one is at fault, but we feel we need or deserve an answer, and blaming ourselves is the quickest/easiest explanation. Logic is thrown out the door and nothing makes sense anymore. Tonight, the world as she knew it changed forever. One … Continue reading JTB_4-23-16 | 23 April 2016
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