Raindrops On ROSes (Angel Dust)

A strange numbness 
Not Numb to feelings 
Rather feeling alright 
No, better - Excellent! 
Relieved, pain replaced 
By euphoric bird chorus 
& though finally free 
From your stiff neck 
For first time since 
August back when you 
Twisted it, floating 
Feeling seems almost 
Tedious, meaning this 
Paradise may feel nice 
Yet now B Numb with his 
Indifference when realizing 
How much this really costs him