Our messes brought us together again, and I think a part of our selves are afraid; afraid that cleaning up our messes means we'll have to throw away the reason we're together. We won't have that garbage blocking the exit anymore, so of course we're gonna leave; but the thing is, this room isn't what's … Continue reading Holding Hands | 29 October 2021
Month: April 2023
Contorting Colors Taking Shapes
Madness never really goes away It just changes shapes From day to day Contorting colors Making me forget my name https://open.spotify.com/track/1Hgko2YssPJNjOhfJgJ6uo?si=U8ugaZl4TbOEcb2HVjvQkg&dd=1 https://open.spotify.com/track/4MqBfY0OB1c7z1baMnmaQ8?si=mK2QI593RSOUr5mtmBmpGQ&dd=1 https://open.spotify.com/track/3Jq9rsqmRtqcVKtzP9dnxZ?si=gn-pXFjNTQWvZo2DyhOzDg&dd=1 https://open.spotify.com/track/5DeZowL9q9wS0OBdud4Wy1?si=oM6KmJRTToq_GwwrDPPKXg&dd=1 https://open.spotify.com/track/6ndmKwWqMozN2tcZqzCX4K?si=VxA2-i36RsOAA5sQfefGJA&dd=1
Jamming Jimmy’s §pirit∿GüИ (Happy Birthday)
The only thing that Really stands out As §trange N this Moment B how my right Hand - specificallyIndex finger & thumbR sore even though Haven't done anything 4 it 2 hurt, so now Thinking maybe this Pain means I jammed My spirit gun when I Spun it around 4 fun & Backfired & shot … Continue reading Jamming Jimmy’s §pirit∿GüИ (Happy Birthday)
untitled note | 22 August 2020 | “Picking Our Tragedies & Our Triumphs”
This has been a pretty enlightening experience in relation to figuring out my multiple personalities Every person is a universe Sometimes it's necessary to submit ourselves to the great minds of the past. Sometimes one must challenge those same great minds, and in doing so, join their ranks. The world is full of signs, but … Continue reading untitled note | 22 August 2020 | “Picking Our Tragedies & Our Triumphs”
Raindrops On ROSes (Angel Dust)
A strange numbness Not Numb to feelings Rather feeling alright No, better - Excellent! Relieved, pain replaced By euphoric bird chorus & though finally free From your stiff neck For first time since August back when you Twisted it, floating Feeling seems almost Tedious, meaning this Paradise may feel nice Yet now B Numb with … Continue reading Raindrops On ROSes (Angel Dust)
Concentric Circles | 4 November 2021
The circle keeps going round and round The same beats but different rhythms The same story but different characters The same feelings but different pictures But there's one constant: Her So many life's time she's been And had our heart in every one I'm at the end of the circle The final song is coming … Continue reading Concentric Circles | 4 November 2021
untitled note | 27 December 2020 | “Path of Perfection”
God does not expect perfection in us, for perfection is found through him. Telling an imperfect yet kind soul they need to repent will drive them further from God, and therefore perfection, than telling them that they are enough. To be human isn't to be perfect. To be human is to strive for perfection.If you … Continue reading untitled note | 27 December 2020 | “Path of Perfection”
The Dystopian Utopia | 15 August 2020
Many view the perfect ideal of society as one with surpluss resources and no conflict. The tragedies of war, homelessness, disease, and injustice have become forgotten experiences from a more savage time. But have you really considered what that'd be like? Sure, any average day will be good, but I doubt anyone looking back on … Continue reading The Dystopian Utopia | 15 August 2020
On Sin, Struggle, & Sacrifice (Conversation Of Questions) | 15 August 2020
[...] As far as what I've looked into so far, not too much. I'm still in Genesis. Two questions that I know for sure I've asked were about animal sacrifices and why an angel of the Lord would ask Hagar to return to sarai and abram if she was a slave. For the first question … Continue reading On Sin, Struggle, & Sacrifice (Conversation Of Questions) | 15 August 2020
untitled note | 11 August 2020 | “Self-Belief”
• It's not that I don't believe in the power of gods, the spiritual, and the supernatural. I just refuse to rely on something so fickle and far from my control. I find the reliance on ignorance and a submission to the unknown uninteresting, limiting, and patronizing • What is moral. What is right - … Continue reading untitled note | 11 August 2020 | “Self-Belief”
untitled note | 9 August 2020 | “Rules & Restrictions”
I've set so many rules & restrictions that I must follow. It's overwhelming, but I've learned how to manage it. However, in setting these rules, I've given away some of my freedom and humanity to them. I don't feel like I'm the one who's decided to do my actions. I've thought about the consequences from … Continue reading untitled note | 9 August 2020 | “Rules & Restrictions”





