Loser God Process [Revision]

 I Åm Whö Åm Perf3ct ∿ & so 
 My World must B Perf3ct, 4 
 If really this B The Truth 
 Ñü∿World B N & öF My 1mage 

 So why the fuck Ñü∿World B...this? 
 I thought that I Åm Whö Åm Perf3ct 
 So Y does My Яeflection B so Ügly? 
 -§till– I Åm Whö really Åm Perf3ct 
 -§till– Perf3ction really B Me, so 
 Must Λ11 just B part of Ñü∿Process 
 Ü know like it B Å∿Work N progress 

 ‘cause even though I know –§till- 
 I Åm Whö Åm more than Perf3ct ∿ 4 
 I Åm Whö Creates & Animates ∿ yet 
 EV∃ryØИΣ knows movie masterpieces 
 Have 2 take lotsa Time, & besides 
 Whö ΣV∃И wants an öDD∿¶erfƐction 
 N§ide of §üM∿ØИΣ§ Imaginary∿Mind? 

 & so Now I Åm Whö Åm Certain 
 This Ñü∿Reality B intentional 
 Pieces of an incomplete puzzle 
 But -§till– like what the fuck? 

 Why's my Perf3ct planet on fire? 
 What could’ve made И∃∿ØИΣ decide 
 2 create child rape or genocide? 
 Why the fuck can’t I ΣV∃И answer 
 My öDD∿Questions if I Åm Whö Åm? 
 Y'd my planned Perf3ction demand 
 & command not ΣV∃И I understand? 

 “Must B part of §üM∿Plan” ∿ sounds 
 Like bullshit to ΣV∃И I Åm Whö Åm 
 However I know I Åm Whö Åm ∿ or at 
 The very least I Åm Whö Åm Certain 
 There -§till- B a good plan, so at 
 The very least, let Ñü∿§elf play & 
 Pretend I Åm Whö Åm when N the ΣИD 

 & so Now I Am Who Am Uncertain & yet 
 -§till- choosing to do as if I knew 
 -§till- believing N my worth N Ü & 
 So, finally ∿ accepting Λ11∿Truth 

 -§till– what can ΣV∃И ΣY∃ 
 Do 2 undo this Termina|l 
 World N denial §piral§? 
 ΣV∃И harder 2 answer: 
 Why N the actual fuck 
 Did I choose 2 wake up 
 N such a fucking loser?