Got a followup call 2 the 1
& so if correct N recalling
Originally having area code
öF 844, and Yet this Time B
740, though -§till- know, 4
I -§till- REMember her name
Victoria...§üM∿thing? Which
Can't recall like last Time
Misheard & missed Her whole
Surname & again somehow ÅDD
Missing majority öF letters
Since, N addition to having
Mince memory & minus sanity
Resulting N thoughtful scat
-tering after hearing brown
Sounds, noises spewing like
Diarrhea after eating weeks
Old Chipotle burrito & thus
Retention B shitty, feeling
Like refusal öF Grey matter
Afraid öF becoming just §üM
Brain splatter pattern from
Bursting after heard Absurd
Words like a warlock's ward
Worn, absorbing scorn 'fore
Ñü∿Lore bores N 2 your ©ore
'til You R bored like floor
N stagnant world forgetting
Even if You B a boy or girl
Forgotten like Toys, though
At least REMember this Time
Her surname begins with "B"
Heard when Nformed Apathy N
Taking action quickly means
Now I'm actively choosing 2
B ignoring Past's imploring
So considering Me like I Am
Pursuing deliberate refusal
öF service after observance
& so told if I Am not Whö B
Intended recipient on phone
Hit 9, it'll expunge your #
From §üM∿¢ustomer call list
Too slow N my approach as I
Press 9 but by that Time my
Phone already begun ringing
Answering b6 §üM∿office man
I go "sorry I'm kinda slow"
So missed hitting code node
& poorly Now explaining how
I don't own the # they link
It B Victoria B's phone, so
When being told the mistake
Will B atoned 4, deciding 2
Go & say "goodbye, I guess"
& heard giggles, from Whö I
've chosen 2 call "Charles"
4 he sounded like a Charles
So Ü could say öF Me giving
Charles a little giggle fit
Like I'm chucking a chuckle
Toward the cubicle of Chuck
Getting back with word∿play
Which takes Me, so far away
From what I Actually mean 2
About how, though they said
It should B the Last Time 4
Contacting Me - feeling öDD
A §trange∿§ense, Ñü∿Deja∿Vu
öF mysterious feeling as if
ΣXPeriencing looped History
Which then makes Me begin 2
Consider there B more 2 ©üM
Now I Am feeling a fair bit
Undone from a surface level
Convo covering Å∿§ubliminal
1 so kept ahold unnecessary
& weird questions since I'm
REMembering how good gofers
Go where shown, say nothing
Without making any fuss nor
Messing up, so just keeping
His mouth shut & then doing
What he must, supposed 2 do
With care, keeping his nose
Clean & his face, free from
Suspicion, 'cause was never
Exposed, so nobody could've
Seen Me near any crimescene
As this B exactly how Jodio
Curated Trust 'til suddenly
Chances N ΣXPansion granted
2 really prove §kill & Will
Power 4 advancing Ñü∿dances
Multiplied, now exponential
Opportunities 2 achieve, so
Mastering mechanism §chemes
& öDD §ocial Norms 2 change
Them 2 fit your form like Ü
B Ñü∿Emperor feeling breeze
Blow between Bo's bare butt
Cheeks so 2 show Ñü∿clothe§
2 those hoes pretending 2 C
Whö I Am really yet won't B
Leave me when I wear crowns
So friends deform N2 frowns
▼[11:27 AM, 2 May 2023|<1¦Call¦2>|2:53 PM, 25 May 2023]▲
https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2023/05/02/catalytic-calls/
[original draft]
Got a followup call
2 the 1 that - If I
can correctly recall
Was from 844 area code
Yet this time was 740
Yet know because remember
That name - Victoria...something
Last time missed completely
& though somehow add still missed it
REMembering at the very least
That her last name begins with "B"
Informing me action apathy Means
they consider me someone Actively
choosing 2 ignore whatever implored
So B choosing my refusing öF service
I Am then told if not Whö B
Intended recipient's phone
Press 9 will expunge your #
From the customer call list
But slow N my approach & so
Press 9 but by that time my
Phone already Began ringing
Answered by an office man &
So told them I'm a kinda slow
& missed hitting the code
Though not be owner of the #
Linked to VB's phone - & so
After I B told that mistake
Shall B atoned, I decided 2
Go, saying "goodbye I guess"
Giving the man I've jusr now
Deciding I'll call Charles
because seems like a Charles,
so Giving Charles a little giggle
So could say chucked a chuckle
Towards chuck's way - anyway
Getting back from wordplay
Taking me away from what I
Actually meant to say - that
Though said this should be
Last time contacting me - I
Feel this strange sense of a
Deja vu Mystery that feels as
If experiencing a looping history
Making Me think there's more 2 come
& though i feel a fair bit undone From
a surface convo covering a subliminal 1
Keep ahold öDD questions as I realize
A good gopher who goes where supposed
Without making a fuss nor messing up
Just keeping mouth shut B exactly
What created trust, then suddenly
Jodio granted his chance 2 advance
As opportunity the mechanism manifests
[alt. 1st stanza]
Got a followup call
2 the 1 that If I’m
Correct N recalling
Been from somewhere
Having an area code
öF 844 and Yet this
time was 740, but I
know ’cause eye can
remember her name B
Victoria..something
Because Last time I
misheard and missed
Her whole surname &
though somehow, ÅDD
Now -§till- missing
Most öF it so since
N addition 2 memory
My Retention B shit
REMembering at very
least her last name
beginning “B” after
Informing my apathy
N taking any action
Now must Mean öF Me
Actively choosing 2
Ignore Whö previous
Implored & consider
Me as someone Whö B
Deliberately trying
2 refuse service as
Based on observance
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