RECursive REMembering [II] (Fuzzy Colors & Shapes)

Distracting Me by barraging Me 
With unrelated wordplay having 
My brain go cray∿cray puzzling 
Pieces on trays 'til realizing 
-§till- have not said what B N 
My head making Me forget which 
Memory actually inspired first 
Feeling öF REMinding & instead 
Left with mince memory trapped 
N§ide my head as frustration B 
Ever growing & I Am groaning N 
Knowing my being oh-so close 2 
REMembering how 2 breath again 
Then begin 2C §üM∿fuzzy shapes 
& colors jumping out vibrantly