I don't know what happened & too dazed 2 think of any Thing interesting to write But this feeling B feeling So Good that I Am wanted 2 Make sure I REMember exact Time, 'cause clearly there B §üM∿Thing §trange nearly Here so Ñü∿history books R Going 2 need Proof that We B Whö born … Continue reading Feeling §trange 2023 At 8:18 On Day 2 Of May Manifesting

We all die the same We die as old men What distinguishes? ΣY∃ reawaken [25 February 2022] https://open.spotify.com/track/0989fUGbNX4X48jOww8qhc?si=IXgZ8uquR3ypLeL9WzuzvA https://open.spotify.com/track/7b8aKAUn1BB2k1clevj4aB?si=65U6OsNGQ165X1Ha9tkK-w https://open.spotify.com/track/4tXBsD5sEzxlJjWCOz6qzs?si=h9_HKvfjQfOsOnEk2rdIng https://open.spotify.com/track/68XDZSuCJdT8ld3W48F4Fk?si=nd9TRPi0SIityYRTC9pCiw https://open.spotify.com/track/0pQskrTITgmCMyr85tb9qq?si=OLKe-YV0Q9uegw7qJDCA4w https://open.spotify.com/track/6l8GvAyoUZwWDgF1e4822w?si=6mPcIygDQjKLX50jTaH_5w https://open.spotify.com/track/2x4x2j4mrdFMuSQnIJDVWM?si=-ZtCKgeHRXe1slbIpakQbA https://open.spotify.com/track/62QuU6D27fyjhwH0o79nuU?si=NQCbH0SqQWuTNxNtTM8PSA https://open.spotify.com/track/3FAclTFfvUuQYnEsptbK8w?si=5hluiHc4RFSfVFG9r57aAg https://open.spotify.com/track/4WHrfnZvSwVexVJjSXzf7R?si=7P78erXfQD25vsq6URQWNw https://open.spotify.com/track/1WsRuvitfegWXQJKRgRZrj?si=_PlmmGhDQge_TWrlEQxc_w

I'm not worried about killing myself. I've put enough fail-safes to make sure it doesn't happen. But it's really hard to talk about it with other people because I am in a scary place. I'm constantly in a state of near-suicide. Every time I think "I'm going to kill myself" I always tell myself I'm … Continue reading Suicide | 2 April 2020

31 March 2021 No one is able to save anyone else from their feelings. Only the self can unlock the prison of the mind. You're not there to solve their problems. You're there to provide a safe environment that promotes them to solve their own problems. Be confident, because I've never met someone who makes … Continue reading untitled [26] notes | April 2021 | “I Enjoyed Getting To Spend Time when You”

And I think I feel off just because of where I'm at on my circle. I've stayed in one place for too long, and every part of me has grown restless. I can feel something about to change, but I'm not sure what that something is. I'm distracted looking for something that doesn't exist yet. … Continue reading untitled note | 23 April 2021 | “But with you…”

On §üM∿Questionnaire C3 options I Am able 2 pick from which B: _Yes _No _Uncertain? But I believe that I Should C4 so propose A Fourth choice 2 B: _Not~Ready~2~B~Ü~Yet 'cause there R Times Of knowing Ñü∿Truths Yet failed N feeling Kurt's FLOW of Proof [Original: 1 January 2023] https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2023/01/01/the-flow-of-proof-another-option-4-u/ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5ig4rmkHbqLxNAj5XP4nIT?si=sSLr2huZROa4qqTSRLjasw https://open.spotify.com/track/6mgzUNNr3NY6NbTzNzwYq9?si=Uv09b3xIQ5OFxHtJVB3blg https://open.spotify.com/track/4WHrfnZvSwVexVJjSXzf7R?si=YFR2MhiiStW37MdewenRgA https://open.spotify.com/track/6VVqRqoYJ7AXAiYdNjovfX?si=YNF7zDkhRJm10enn3-82IQ https://open.spotify.com/track/5gRcv46AMTrosmTOqrOV3Q?si=xIMDcP_kRwS9I66vJNI0tQ … Continue reading The FLOW of Proof (Another Option 4 Ü) [Revision]

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v.1 My Purple §tar turned Red Was I just dead? I quiver Like bow & arrow, §hiver§ When being delivered here Somewhere, looks familiar Although see some strange Changes like new Иames as Someone rearranges stages 2 replay & loop yesterday v.2 Lavender §tar looking RED Was I just dead? §hiver N Quiver like golden … Continue reading Made N Heaven (Emporio ΣXPerience) [Nevermind Weather]

My left Shoulder's Blade feels §trange, but N a good way Like undone Heartbreak https://open.spotify.com/track/22ML0MuFKfw16WejbxsLOy?si=XAMd6bZOTFSMhD8mVlMthQ https://open.spotify.com/album/4vAhQeeWkSjVn0p5GAaLBx?si=zPNN1ciWSNO8WAWTbYoSOg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4vAhQeeWkSjVn0p5GAaLBx https://open.spotify.com/track/0Rw35DKIumkbbMC7XPOn5r?si=va2GUEXBQiOoBj6v1Lhi2g https://open.spotify.com/album/2AHTc1fPhvsiGtXtquK5DO?si=dnP2fkSsSmyTEzdVg4GwEg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2AHTc1fPhvsiGtXtquK5DO https://open.spotify.com/track/6Rpk7fmD3TWTBfJnIpjiZp?si=BobHcQxHQN2NTErPLXzhrQ

Without a Voice, N his head He could hear the Timid~ØИΣ Breathe N his beating Heart Following his Breath, found §üM∿Forgotten∿Faces, kindly REMinding the Ñü∿Voice He B Hearing Now not found N§ide His Heart, N§tead B Øüt§ide Reality of §elf-Åctuality & Where waits Time & §pace as Infinities tango N Eternity [Original: 11 May 2022] … Continue reading 204 – Timid~ØИΣ Leading [Revision]