Sorry 4 that night | 7 August 2022

When I read this poem, I thought of you, and I haven’t been able to get it out of my head all day. I keep searching for the perfect words, but they don’t exist. So instead of the words I wish I could say, I’ll say the words i need to say:

I truly am sorry for how I acted that night. I was both a fool & a monster, and I hurt you. There’s so many mistakes I’ve made in my life, but hurting you is, and will always be, my greatest regret. Regrets.

I’m still working everyday to make myself into someone new, better. Someone who will never hurt you. I don’t make promises anymore, because it seems like I’m too good at breaking them, but I won’t stop until the man in the mirror is someone who reflects the person I wish I could have been in the past