I’m feeling §trange again, and it’s reminding me of those nights I’ve hurt you. I can’t let that happen again, so this is insurance if our puppet strings somehow get twisted together tonight by Fate. I give them a piece of me now, and they won’t tear a piece off by pushing the buttons that end in me hurting you.
Create an emergency preparedness plan.
Clockwork Orange Heart
I do not know whatever it B
About this Time of every week
But at this Time like Clockwork
My Orange Heart starts to hurt as
It bleeds on the sleeve of my shirt
I don't know why - yet, seemingly
You only reply if I wanna scream
& mus'n't let that happen again
Yet whispers fill Me with pain
Puppet for their insane games
They Willn't leave Me B 'til
I Am ground 2 dust like Mil'
& -§till- know not what 2 do
When writing these poems 4 Ü
N hoping His curse Will undo
So tonight I pray 2 both of Ü
& God - let my Heart stay true
2 REMember Love, 2 forget Cruel
Then if when Fated 2 face & duel
These B my meanest words said 2 Ü
[27 January 2023]
Bitch of an Itch (NöИø’s Plan B)
There B things ѧide ܧ
Which I'll never B able
2 undo -& if I could- I
Wouldn't want 2, 'cause
Not gonna lie - there B
Parts of Me - covered N
Scars and stitches from
Fierce fights We've had
Where even my Poet B at
A loss 4 words whenever
I B trying 2 describe Ü
Other than:"that bitch"
But I hope You know I'd
Never say that 'cause I
Know that B a NöИø word
Though, I want Ü 2 know
Even when it turns into
Annoyance - ñü∿Ferocity
Igniting Desire's fires
N Me, so when I see You
Come at Me like We're N
A boxing ring - I start
Feeling like I Am about
2 B on cloud 9 so float
Like buoyancy öF a boat
Or maybe better seen as
Blue Butterflies & Bees
Stinging Me, N my tummy
So if ever I slip & say
Ü B acting like a bitch
Never do I mean 2B mean
Because - at least 2 Me
When seeing your hidden
Bitch behind firey eyes
Exciting 4 Me as I know
You're about to scratch
My Monster named "Itch"
[26 December 2022]
♡Sugar☆World☮ 