This Name~Game

Playing, this Name~Game 
 As awareness wanes 
 What are names? 
 Just oh~so plain 
 Nothing, but claims 
 For ödd~mortal planes 
 Or flickering finite flames 
 And all end with Cartesian pain 
 Whenever playing, this Name~Game 

 Got caught in a coma, awakening in Maine 
 Like crazy lazy legs, and so insane & lame 
 When old Brand Names' ways complain 
 And brand Ñü∿Ways learn how to tame 
 My Upside~Down, Inside~Out: not sane 
 Then Transcending Infinity’s doorframe 
 Kamikaze! Crash landing like aeroplane 
 Sharp shrapnel making messes & maims 
 Survive somehow, my character’s a main 
 Shotgun shinigami ~ Whö then, I became 
 & now my personal growth is why I train 
 Either way ~ I Am – §till – all the same 
 Because survivor’s guilt to be my bane 
 Asked for my thoughts & so I exclaim 
 “Shoulda just took a bullet...train!” 
 
 Playing, this Name~Game 
 As awareness wanes 
 What are names? 
 Just oh~so plain 
 Nothing, but claims 
 For ödd~mortal planes 
 Or flickering finite flames 
 And all end in Cartesian pain 
 Whenever playing, this Name~Game 

 Abel who came to cut Columbian cocaine 
 With father's "Hand Me Downs" fame 
 & whatever else taken to entertain 
 An even crazier brain ~ my dame 
 & eyes maintain when killing Cain 
 My brother, with mother’s surname; 
 Changing names and becoming Blaine 
 A Runner~Punisher now following blame 
 Monster Masquerade ~ faceted façades feign 
 The Church, Baal's portrait: same picture frame 
 High, in Shy Violet sky ~ featherless red crane 
 Hawkeye scope, lens flare ~ snipers take aim 
 Holy blood ~ stained glass window panes 
 Feels familiar ~ Flow forming shame 
 My self loathing pouring like rain 
 
 Playing, this Name~Game 
 As awareness wanes 
 What are names? 
 Just oh~so plain 
 Nothing, but claims 
 For ödd~mortal planes 
 Or flickering finite flames 
 And all end in Cartesian pain; 
 Tired of playing, this Name~Game