GO:OD PM | 9:35 PM 24 April 2023

[25 April 2023]

Hey, I just wanted to start by saying this text is actually for mental health for once. I found an article that made Me want to follow through with its advice. In short, it’s about grudges & forgiveness, and learning to put down weight tying Me to the past. ( Here’s the article if You’re interested: https://wp.me/p6hql3-7IN )

So here it goes. I want You to know that whatever guilt or fear You might feel towards Me, I forgive You. And I mean it, completely. I could actually feel my shoulders release what had been hidden even from Me. Then I felt a new sense of Peace I hadn’t experienced before. I hope You can forgive Me too when You feel ready, but I’m not what’s important right now. You are.

I want to make sure You know I’m not forgiving You just for Me to ease the weight on my own shoulders, nor am I expecting You to apologize. It’s just that I know how this storm of uncertainty surrounding “You & Me” is affecting “Me,” so I’m hoping this Clarity will help ease things on the “You” end, too.

Silence can be scary sometimes, and I don’t know when the next time We’ll break it again. But no matter how long this lasts, I want You to know it’s never, nor will ever be, from lack of care. You’re always on my Mind. You’re -§till- my Best♡Friend, and I trust You absolutely. I don’t know how long this has to last, but I know You’re worth the wait. So I hope this can ease your worries in between.

And after all that, it’s probably time to go back to my hermit cave and get out of your hair for the night, haha. Of course you’re free to text back if you want, though understand if you don’t. So if I don’t hear back tonight, I want to wish You Sweet♡Dreams until the next time I do 🙂