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Call me Benny BI was born an old man A need is just a want with extra leverage What's important? That you make your self, orThat your self makes youIf you're nothing without your self Then your don't deserve your self Because you don't respect your selfThe problem isn't having enough For God sends mana … Continue reading Untitled (Benny B) | 12 Feb 2022
Hello, my Sweet Love How I miss your white doves Soaring so high my head above;Taylored for a king, you're My favorite gift from Greece: The "royal we" bestowed upon me They know who I Am, now we aly Fly when I floss in golden fleece Oliver's fruiting tree branchPromotion promising peace I found her … Continue reading [unfinished poem] | # – Gifts From Greece | 13 February 2022
What brings a tear of joy to your eye? Bewitched Ñ Moonlight (Antenna T.V.) With a stitch Ñ my side Watching Bewitched as I B laughing 'til eye cry Because even though ΣY∃ May have lost old §ight And memories last night Woke Ñ2 morning delight & Ünderstanding alright That when §uns R bright So … Continue reading Old T.V. & ñü∿Flower§
[...] You’re projecting alot of your self onto my words. These are re-uploaded thoughts & excerpts from a conversation I had over a year ago. Far from a reflection of who I am currently.Whatever image you have of me is a character Frankensteined from things found inside you. Then choosing to see it in my … Continue reading Fire Extinguisher | 26 January 2023
Calm Waters I keep swimming, anywhere to swim to. Life's a beach, I'm just treading water.A I'm waiting for a wave to catch to help me make the significant progress that I know will be worth my energy, but the waters I'm in are too calm.If only a wave so great came That I could … Continue reading [unfinished poems] | January ~ March 2022
So ØИΣ thing about Åutistic∿Σmpathy B It is impossible 2 Feel Å thing other Than Ü being ѧide Distant∿Discomfort Constantly -§tuck- Ñ Å Life öF Misery As Σmpathy means actually feeling Whö Ü Ünderstand using §ympathy & Yet if I act the way needing 4 me 2 B Comfy means Me acting Ñ Å∿Way Making … Continue reading Åutistic∿Σmpathy / Distant∿Discomfort
[3 September 2023 Revision] B oscillating Ñ between Ü & Me & Knowing & Unknowing, oh So frustrating Trying 2 make it Λ11 make sense ѧide öF mine Good♡Design Fretting about Fantasy & frills Wondering -'till- 'til ⌁suddenly⌁ -Epiphany- Meeting with Me Causemic Courier Delivering Clarity öF ñü∿Ünderstanding Leaving Me satisfied Then pacified as Time … Continue reading -Epiphany- Descending (ѧide öF Hourglass §ands)
ØИΣ claiming it be anti-§ocial behavior To run a red traffic light Even if Ñ the middle of the night When nobody's coming from left or right Believing it be anxious-§ocial insanity To wait for cars that late So sitting now all while Ü debate With your §elf how ØИΣ needs to imitate https://open.spotify.com/track/6C7RaIgUcB19Myk2za2LV7?si=AW8QZFBVT2yt3VMn0D1nYg https://open.spotify.com/track/2z8b9wMYadM3zNLXbjBVkX?si=h7iHnVK8QcSca53VWjunrQ … Continue reading Red Traffic Lights At Night (Anxious-§ocial Insanity)
Why do you blog? [...] I have been forced to consider my sanity, and in trying to prove it, have been left in a state of absolute uncertainty. So in this state of uncertainty, I’ve decided to share my thoughts and philosophies to the world. More perspectives looking at my writing is always helpful, and … Continue reading To Keep Track Of My Mind
Interview someone — a friend, another blogger, your mother, the mailman — and write a post based on their responses. Mr. Puzzler’s Elevator Pitch Neither my words Nor my cadence Have much finesse But somehow these Genius wordsmiths I still impress I've said before: "I'm not that eccentric Or super smart, so My thoughts are … Continue reading Mr. Puzzler
How are you feeling right now? I'm tired of pretending I'm happy for the benefit of others. I'm miserable, and life is easier when I accept it. Don't try to change it; don't pity me. I don't care. Some people are meant to be miserable, so I'll take that role in this story. If you … Continue reading Tired
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