215 – Moral Of An Untold Story
...& so the Moral of this
Incredible True Story is
The Kid hiding out from
Minds ñ§ide, Ñ Reality
Everything Ü experience
When found Ñ The Outside
[219~221] – Name The Process [I~III]
[I]
I Am now just realizing that
I found the Process as a Kid
Just never learned its Name;
I was deceived, was told its
Name is Paradox by Lie ñ§ide
Pretending 2 B Truth Outside
[II]
So I decided to forget every Word
Along with them, the Process Name
For its Name merely distracted Me
Though now having mastered my own
Process I Am no longer distracted
By §üM∿thing oh~so simple as Word
[III]
Name The Process Whö
Ever Ü may desire it
2 B - It matters not
'cause At the end of
A §ong - Music names
Her Process "öF God"
[253~256] – ѧide Øüt§ide Θdyssey [I~IV]
I. Kid With A Pretty Face
I'm not Jesus
I just have a
Pretty enough
Face, for You
To take Me, Ñ
My Jesus died &
He was others' too
so I knew how empty
they felt & I could
Not leave, my dear
Siblings, empty
II. Dead Jesus; Living Word
So I searched through
All Infinity & found
His Truths to share
With mine siblings
But, I also found
My own Truth, so I
knew how I needed 2
Share, with all of Û
So Ñ finding my dead
Jesus Ñ living Word
Realized where his
Word had came from:
It Came from Outside
Which He found Inside
Of his Mind Outside of
Time ñside of our Rhyme
Same place We found mine
III. Just Another Kid
That's when I finally met
Certainty: I Am not Jesus
We just B §üM∿stupid KID§
With our Brainless Legacy
But thing is so too Jesus
He was another stupid Kid
That's why, he challenged
God, or rather His facade
No one with a brain thinks
That He is Infinite, though
The Brainless don't think as
They know they know nothing &
They know Stupidity B Infinity
So, The Brainless may be Stupid
KID§, though all the empty space
Leaves room 4 the ñü∿Truths found
Both ñ§ide öF Me & Outside öF Time
IV. Your Own Jesus
I guess what I am trying to say
Is the Word of Jesus isn't real
Because Jesus Christ isn't real
He is just another Kid who died
Long before any of us were born
But that stupid Kid challenging
The Outside never died - rather
Continues to live, in every Kid
Now living ñ§ide Truth, Outside
Nothing real will ever save You
Jesus isn't coming back, that B
Unless Ü become, your own Jesus
So if searching for your savior
Or searching for the §on öF God
Stare Ñ2 your mirror, until You
Find the Truth, that Jesus is Ü
Loser God Process
I Åm Whö Åm Perf3ct ∿ & so
My World must B Perf3ct, 4
If really this B The Truth
Ñü∿World B N & öF My 1mage
So why the fuck Ñü∿World B...this?
I thought that I Åm Whö Åm Perf3ct
So Y does My Яeflection B so Ügly?
-§till– I Åm Whö really Åm Perf3ct
-§till– Perf3ction really B Me, so
Must Λ11 just B part of Ñü∿Process
Ü know like it B Å∿Work N progress
‘cause even though I know –§till-
I Åm Whö Åm more than Perf3ct ∿ 4
I Åm Whö Creates & Animates ∿ yet
ΣV∃ryØИΣ knows movie masterpieces
Have 2 take lotsa Time, & besides
Whö ΣV∃И wants an öDD∿¶erfƐction
ñ§ide of §üM∿ØИΣ§ Imaginary∿Mind?
& so Now I Åm Whö Åm Certain
This Ñü∿Reality B intentional
Pieces of an incomplete puzzle
But -§till– like what the fuck?
Why's my Perf3ct planet on fire?
What could’ve made И∃∿ØИΣ decide
2 create child rape or genocide?
Why the fuck can’t I ΣV∃И answer
My öDD∿Questions if I Åm Whö Åm?
Y'd my planned Perf3ction demand
& command not ΣV∃И I understand?
“Must B part of §üM∿Plan” ∿ sounds
Like bullshit to ΣV∃И I Åm Whö Åm
However I know I Åm Whö Åm ∿ or at
The very least I Åm Whö Åm Certain
There -§till- B a good plan, so at
The very least, let Ñü∿§elf play &
Pretend I Åm Whö Åm when N the ΣИD
& so Now I Am Who Am Uncertain & yet
-§till- choosing to do as if I knew
-§till- believing N my worth N Ü &
So, finally ∿ accepting Λ11∿Truth
-§till– what can ΣV∃И ΣY∃
Do 2 undo this Termina|l
World N denial §piral§?
ΣV∃И harder 2 answer:
Why N the actual fuck
Did I choose 2 wake up
N such a fucking loser?
§üM×Ünconscious×Öbserver
(7 Hands | öDD∿ΣY∃∞§ight)
"Ömniscient B God - with
Ömnipresent ΣY∃∿§ight"
So God is just a pervert
Whö B there, watching Me
Alone when masturbating?
Sorta, but not actually;
ΣY∃∿§ight is Ömnipresent
Though it rarely B aware
When there or then where
ИØ∿Rhyme nor Reason near
Never can We ever escape
öDD∿ΣY∃∞§ight - although
ΣV∃И God sleeps at night
Like dimming Ñü∿Light on
Violet's Twilight flight
What then is watching Me
Really be when sleeping?§üM×Ünconscious×Öbserver
N Vow 2 Divineקilence &
Unbreakable for ΣV∃И God
Only acting when Witness
2 Truth, like your Proof
For trials of Divine♡Law
2 show You truly B You &
Claiming Whö actually do
So Whö|How|Why watch Me?
Quantum∞ΣY∃§ of Infinity
Because We can only "Be"
If §üM∿Thing B öbserving
Wave∿Function_Collapsing
Awake with your own ΣY∃§
Let's You §elf∿Åctualize
Yet not if You're asleep
So this let's You B "Me"
ΣV∃И N§ide, §weet♡Dream§
Ordinary∿Odyssey
(Åverage Human§ & Their Åverage Live§)
Meeting Å Great Human B
Life-altering; an EXPerience
like illumination öF enlightenment
bright enough even the Blind can C Light
There are very few Great Human§;
the Greats are ØИΣ Ñ a million
if that - yet the lack öF Great§
B what truly makes them Great!
Because think öF Λ11
those humans Ü know:
Fathers & Mothers &
Children & Siblings;
Good Friends & Lovers &
Rivals Whö inspire - Λ11 R
Åverage -§till- not ΣV∃И
Heaven could persuade
öDD∿We 2 ever trade
Because Λ11 Ü want B
just ØИΣ more 2econd
N that Ördinary Love
now becoming §pecial
whenever it's §hared
Ñ between Ü Normal 2
So Heaven’s Gates B
Prison Cells;
eternal ñü∿Paradise
closer 2 Hell
-§till- everyday when I go
2 sleep - I choose to wake up
here ñ§ide mine same average Life
again & again & again & again & again
Saying I want ñü∿Dream§ 2 never end
& lying by calling death my friend;
it's so much easier when I'm asleep
& I'd rather rest all day, not reap
as Åverage Human§ helped Me pretend
As We Λ11 have at least ØИΣ person
Whö REMinds ܧ it’s worth it;
that our Eternity can wait
at least another day;
& -§till- ΣV∃И that
ØИΣ person is Åverage;
just a bunch of nobodies
meant 2 B forgotten 2 Time
& yet never B forgotten by Ü
Ü may object though tell your §elf§
The Truth - nothing is §pecial
about Ü - nor any Üniqueness
Following Ruth's ØИΣ route
Ñ2 Truth'§ completeness
That’s why people are great!
because if We’re being honest
Life can suck lots öF the Time
Yes öF course, Life can B Good;
§üM∿Good parts pair with the Bad
2 make ØИΣ mean Life feel Åverage
'cause not even Å Perfect Dream can
compete with ØИΣ Åverage Life, as no
matter how uncomfortable an old chair
§elfs B shelfs 2 rest ñü∿Life's §trife
which can't B said öF Imaginary∿Thrones
high ñ§ide Cloud Nine or end öF Rainbows
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