How’s Life Been?

I haven’t had a job since I got fired way back over a year ago. I don’t have any friends here, so I never go out, and none of my old friends respond, so I never talk to anyone. I basically just stare out the window everyday waiting for a reason to do anything, and maybe write a poem. The only major event I can even remember with my messed up memory is the week in June I spent hospitalized after having a psychosis episode. Other than that, nothing in my life has made an impact. The slight upswing is I’ve been coming out of a depression episode long enough to apply to become a substitute teacher, so now I’m waiting on that while hoping I don’t lose my mind before hearing back.