(untitled note) | 15 September 2021
My music has been kind to me. I’m glad I’m listening to it again.
(untitled note) | 15 September 2021
Who received the wakeup call? How do you know
Noah – 2 parts
The Kid –
The Adult – Shepherd/guide/ –
my hand?
Or rather, the hand is The Kid
Or maybe the kid and adult are each hands, but a one is the right hand, and the other is the left.
The fingers?
The Artist – Serenity
The Scientist – Process
The Philosopher – Aurelius
The Contrarian – Milton
The Author – Uriel?
The Faith/belief/assumption/unknown?
Influential individuals that fits somewhere
The Alien
The Lover? – the other 4 are for certain parts of my hand. I don’t know if the lover is its own finger, or a combination of the others. I’m leaning towards the second at the moment. The Lover is close to the Kid than it is any other self.
(untitled note) | 15 September 2021
You don’t have to take it. You can change your world. I can show you how. But first you have to decide you want to change.
(untitled note) | 15 September 2021
Patience doesn’t mean being able to wait for a long time. It’s knowing when to act, and not acting before then.
(untitled note) | 16 September 2021
I was a wise child,
But a fool of a man
(untitled note) | 16 September 2021
I don’t know what I hate more:
How ham-fisted the universe is sometimes
Or the fact we’re so stupid we still don’t notice it
(untitled note) | 16 September 2021
The health of a relationship is less about your much you love them, but rather how willing you are to grow with them.
(untitled note) | 17 September 2021
When you’re surrounded by people giving up, it’s hard not to give up yourself.
The devil is quite the clever little agent of chaos.
Even though there’s always more time, time isn’t infinite.
I’ve always known I’d never give up on you. Now I know that I won’t give up on myself.
Stop reflecting and start doing.
Money is proof of understanding. Money comes in many forms.
“Do you think that ‘x’ exists?”
“Of course. Why would a word for it exist if it didn’t?”
A child wonders. How wonderful that is.
“The War Resumes” | 17 September 2021
The next chapter of my life – the war between heaven and hell resumes.
I thought I had reached heaven; the war was over. But the devil is patient. He wore me down to his level and easily won. So now I’m awake. The way resumes.
To-read | 19 September 2021
• The shepherds crown
• The long earth
• Mythos
• Paris in the present tense
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(untitled note) | 19 September 2021
You need to stop pretending you’re better than everyone else. Don’t lie to yourself. You’re human just like me. Submit to that truth if you want to be something more than human.
I think you want to ascend. But I think you’re scared. If so, you’re smart. Now you have to be brave.
My head isn’t in the clouds, it’s so much further beyond.
I want to mantle Uriel. Noah is merely a chapter of Uriel. Uriel is merely a chapter of Truth. And Truth is merely a chapter of infinity.
We’re all telling the same story.
You know that creeping dread of inadequacy?
(untitled note) | 21 September 2021
You’re still my destination, but it looks like I’m gonna have to take a detour
(untitled note) | 22 September 2021
You aren’t the past. Do something with what the past has left you.
“But I’m different.”
Shut up. You’re different when you make something different.
Selves? | 22 September 2021
The robot
The alien
Philosopher
Scientist
Poet
Artist
Autist
Asshole
Roles
“Emperor”
Messiah complex
Critic
Contrarian
(untitled note) | 23 September 2021
Divided persons that make up the grand person, Noah
The Kid
The alien
The robot
The body (the animal)
(untitled note) | 25 September 2021
Music making – writing words to fit the music vs writing music to fit the words
There are alot more losers in life than movies led me to believe. And the losers are a lot less cool than the movies implied, as well.
Why do I act like I’m ugly?
Even my “awkward phase” wasn’t that bad,
Yet I’ve always felt gross.
What’s the difference between a story and a process? Because a person seems like more than just a process.
Gross | 25 September 2021
Why do I act like I’m ugly?
Even my “awkward phase” wasn’t that bad,
Yet I’ve always felt gross.
(untitled note) | 28 September 2021
This story is interesting. How interested are you in the old gods?
Is it humble to lie about your worrh? Or best dishonest?
Infrasound | 28 September 2021
Infrasound
(untitled note) | 29 September 2021
What does “real” mean?
It’s when something exists whether or not you’re there to see it.
I am not my experience | 29 September 2021
I’m not a simulation, but I am a part of one, and one is a part of me.
Experience is a simulation. I am not my experience. I create my experience, and I observe other experiences. But I am separate from those experiences.
My experience does not determine who I am. I determine who I Am.
“You make your mistakes, your mistakes never make you.”
Tools | 29 September 2021
Don’t give them the tools if they don’t have the knowledge to use them.
Don’t give them the knowledge to use them if they don’t have the desire to use them.
Be weary of where that desire was born.
Selves and names? | 29 September 2021
The robot – Milton
The kid –
The Shepherd – Uriel
The Artist – Serenity
Alien
Divine
Human
Fair | 30 September 2021
*very incomplete description
“fair” is when both sides do their due diligence to prevent buyer’s remorse – for all parties included – for yourself and for the others.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 