Killer Caterpillar So Toxic like Spears Dipped N poisons, then Begins, loud sounds when Exploding cells with~N him Using them aerolysins stolen From some bacteria, turning N2 A factory of toxins infecting ܧ Like herpes or chicken pox because Both B sick cocks who never flew, as Closest the chicken could come 2 it is … Continue reading Killer Caterpillar / Aerolysin Toxins
Month: October 2023
Daddy’s Demons [Vivziepop Edition]
Oh! My Bo! How many Times have I? Times I didn't pick up my phone? Times I faked Love with clones? Times I left You asking alone? Times I lied, Иeeded 2 atone? Oh! My Bo! How many times have I? Broken brittle bones by tripping So then crushing You underneath My stupid fathead like … Continue reading Daddy’s Demons [Vivziepop Edition]
133 – Homunculus Mind [Smaller & Smaller Edition]
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZzWpv3vMaA5dMkSzuLcN5?si=cdGOWjXXQuq4B-SRm9MqNQ This little mind N§ide my little man Made with~N my mind now B making Å ñü∿little man making up his mind Going outside & leaving behind §üM∿guy N§ide forgotten Time 4 Å Man's littler mind Whö B making an even littler Man, growing smaller N Mine homunculus mind https://open.spotify.com/track/35pPdHUIxE3OQxIeVuFL7Q?si=SpXbG_AqQ1GUF3UvKdBzxQ This little mind Inside my … Continue reading 133 – Homunculus Mind [Smaller & Smaller Edition]
Ångel Dust (§tand Name)
https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2023/05/04/raindrops-on-roses-angel-dust/ https://open.spotify.com/album/4cg5GrTMewtbntkO84uE2k?si=nXrKSauiQVS5ULeUBafQ8w&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4cg5GrTMewtbntkO84uE2k https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/05/30/326-the-patron-saint-of-losers-failures/ https://open.spotify.com/track/4ZD6SiaJi75smnel0d7jl3?si=T5T-I8wlTkC2DyckqXVIjQ https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2023/10/23/spidery-poetry-august-november-2022/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1RkPqBGgFNPxdzlGD2Ar0m?si=hhgAzRQ0That9WEkZURpIg https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/08/02/nope-color-rope-2/ https://open.spotify.com/track/3Tj1luJyKPQt7WbrqpJ2Az?si=E5pd3LOSSbWiDfLAA5DKtA https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2023/02/12/anchor-angels/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1oFEAWvPHP5TdSlmIs77sV?si=DKWn-8MkSUm3jRCUJglDXg https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/08/26/angel-with-an-afro/ https://open.spotify.com/track/5sqGkZj1dwcidqAQrBI2cK?si=TR-q2OyRQXGOuKVQwWNfhQ https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/06/13/green-gale/ https://open.spotify.com/track/2mGfvZFL5afc50fKUpqlUC?si=vgHTr95RTyyAuyjG5vnKQA https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/07/03/cloned-tickets/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1RCRbMaUWsT4NtDRAvZCEw?si=K7DCxthxTVKAgxqSZiSkDA https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/12/26/birthday-%c2%a7uit-pursuit-naked-truth/ https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-uopgYBi65FM-dSZtZRaYZXreGwAIfV8&si=lJBQ2TvWp-EwCn05 https://madmanphilosophy.home.blog/2022/12/25/phantom-pajamas-red-roast-beast/
91 – Five More Minutes [02:22 AM Edition]
***"GO:OD AM"*** Shut that damn Alarm clock off; I heard Ü loud & clear, just give Me five more Minutes with this minute moment I have quite a migraine knowing How öDD world won't help sowing Naive egos teething & Nemo wants Me around Ignorance B reigning N a thunderstorm cloud & now ears R … Continue reading 91 – Five More Minutes [02:22 AM Edition]
101 – Talk To Me
No talking, so I'm asking myself "Why?" I have my guesses, sure - though my Guesses, when asked: unconfirmed Took too long 'til I returned; Maybe I really do deserve to ugly cry Choking on my words, collar's too tight Fuck! I'd finally found my favorite Voice & yet nobody near -§till- Here to hear … Continue reading 101 – Talk To Me
“Oh, you’re not one of mine.”
When I met God
Nothing From Nothing Becoming §üM∿thing <else> (Requiem Realization / No Matter)
Just now, having a Requiem Realization Of exactly how my first heart got lost & N doing, 4 Proof of Youth's Truth, B Finally, resigning to mine good design Of my ñü∿mind's transcendental devines & acknowledging now No Matter how much I whine nor how hard I try - No Matter How far I go … Continue reading Nothing From Nothing Becoming §üM∿thing <else> (Requiem Realization / No Matter)
Neon Shadows / Soot Suit
When turning 1:09 Start of blurry time So B seeing leaves with Fluorescent neon shadows & ⌁Tingling⌁beginning, mingling On my tongue & N the vicinity of My left foot, then extending upward Covering like soot from young volcanoes Whö just want to cook & will not stay put https://open.spotify.com/track/5yvVxLM48iC0X16CkIF9QM?si=yGrhT3omSzKsmPJRFNoWTA https://open.spotify.com/track/095eJus7MlO51RD2fLOlDL?si=H7MgNya8TPadnGmOCOatOQ https://open.spotify.com/track/16Azhyv8164hYxI8Ax3F5k?si=GsDNM45aTrGiaZlyjNxGig https://open.spotify.com/track/3nSiB5WCF2pmRQrYSsteHv?si=-Bma4HEUQ5e6lib4ECFIDA https://open.spotify.com/track/1weEqgqTn03x8hmJ2mHMET?si=bk3qD3R_RxqQHg3tL55AMQ https://open.spotify.com/track/6FFQyTAzg7VuijVavalBJq?si=hmetviNpS_u5YmLzPnw8OA https://open.spotify.com/track/4brX8MJs5hxErgq48f9REO?si=AaMKgWfHSqu-EGfzS-dHKw … Continue reading Neon Shadows / Soot Suit
Divine §ign of Greatness (Humble Brag)
What’s something most people don’t know about you? My dream is to become the Åbsolute Worst person in the world, but Woe Is Me ~ cursed with my Divine §ign Of Greatness ~ I hate this, though Refuse to give up on my 1 dream to Be below average, not mean ~ still Seen as … Continue reading Divine §ign of Greatness (Humble Brag)
Addressing ADHD
https://open.spotify.com/track/3i3yFaIwk9ATfh20Jq9UX0?si=LfrAhLV5R9iRMN5yfjHXsw https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/03/07/naming-adhd/ One of the ways I like to visualize my ADHD is by considering each letter as a different person living inside of my head. And the reason I have so much trouble focusing is because I have four different voices inside that are all talking, oftentimes at the same time. So then, when … Continue reading Addressing ADHD








