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52° outside & inside the sunroom So sitting in sweats, cold torso As a space heater blasts my feet When taking a hit from my bowl & A sip of my beer before exhaling & so suddenly having a head rush Fading to black then coming back To an öDD nostalgic sensation so Saying "This … Continue reading “This Feels Like College”
• The checks and balances in my life are my intelligence and laziness. My intelligence handles most problems in my life while my laziness prevents me from falling too far into addiction. • I tried jerking while tripping, and it was an intense experience. I was able to come 3 times with no refractory period … Continue reading 5-13-17 trip | 13 May 2017
• The reason why nostalgia is a thing, because trying to remember the past is kinda like being on acid. The only things you remember are incredibly intense feelings, and luckily for me, my intense feelings from childhood are generally good. When remembering something from long ago, and focusing on all the details, it's like … Continue reading 05-08-2017 trip thoughts | 8 May 2017
What I mean is that a person can choose what type of man they want to be in any moment. For example, someone who has been a coward their entire life can choose to be brave in the moment. They are still a cowardly person, but for a moment they were a brave man.Similarly, strong … Continue reading “A Man Is A Moment; A Person Is A Process” | 25-26 February 2021
It's öDD, because I Fear My arrogance - which is why I feared my Voice - not 'cause I couldn't Ünderstand it - rather Was too afraid of what it was saying Even before I knew Whö my Voice be My Noise knew it sounded special & so although know how I sound Having been … Continue reading My Voice
Miscellaneous thoughts: March | 7-11 March 2021 Education is the glasses that sharpens the blur of ignorance. Life is beautiful and precious because it will eventually not exist. Or maybe it will forever, and that itself is beautiful.Either way, life is beautiful. The only time God isn't fair is when something good happens. I have … Continue reading §’More Misc. Thots
Basic idea: each individual creates a "plane of meaning" when viewing something. That's why when an author writes a book, there's nearly infinite ways to interpret it. The author can claim that someone is misinterpreting it, but that's only from the pov of his plane of meaning.One plane of meaning isn't necessarily more "correct" than … Continue reading Parallel planes of understanding/meaning/interpret | 19 December 2018
(untitled note) | 15 September 2021 My music has been kind to me. I'm glad I'm listening to it again. (untitled note) | 15 September 2021 Who received the wakeup call? How do you know Noah - 2 partsThe Kid - The Adult - Shepherd/guide/ - my hand? Or rather, the hand is The KidOr … Continue reading Post-Aftermath | 15-30 September 2021
Don't try to be the perfect person; Try to be You And then once you figure that out, Try to be better
(untitled note) | 9 September 2021 "No matter what, it's going to be messy with me."Life is messy, and so will be every other good thing I pursue. (untitled note) | 9 September 2021 The one you love is still alive,But he's taking a break right. (untitled note) | 11 September 2021 I didn't lie … Continue reading Immediate Aftermath | 9-14 September 2021
This is what I get for playing with fire;She was as hot as the sun,And I just wanted to be a planet in the gravity of her grace.But her beauty was too much for me;Hell opened up beneath me;It swallowed me whole.Now ash by the fires of my desire;Now dust cast away in the lost … Continue reading (untitled poem) | 9 September 2021 | “playing with fire”
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