Don't worry about me,I've already accepted that I'll die,And that I might never get what I want.I don't mind, though.Because I'd rather die not having gotten what I wantedRather than live a life not knowing what I wanted.
Month: October 2023
Right Now | 13 September 2021
I want to be your lover, But you don't need a lover Right now. Right now I need to be your friend, And want your light to shine.
(untitled poem) | 13 September 2021 | “lights off”
I'm just not very happy with myself; The light isn't bouncing kindly off my mirror; That's why I keep the lights off in my head; The ignorance of darkness becomes a friend When the truth of light starts scaring you. At least I control
(1 note, 4 untitled poems) | 9 September 2021 | “what it means to really want”
I have no confidence;I hate my reflection;How can I face you,When I'm too afraid of a mirror There's nothing good to see here, So why would I want to show you? What you don't want to see;What you pretend doesn't happen. I don't think it's true, But not entirely false:You like that I make it … Continue reading (1 note, 4 untitled poems) | 9 September 2021 | “what it means to really want”
Trading Timelines
Fate is final, 'til Destiny deciding to Trade the timelines
Parole Granted
A haloed hello precedes His devilish departure Turning, to watch Her Manifest magic cures For an öddly absurd Condition of words N prison He heard When being freed https://amanpan.blog/2023/10/17/moonwashed-weekly-prompt-haloed/ https://open.spotify.com/track/1KZ0bNycLFxF2AZc4ozqVx?si=de7wRRvgTwGOKgX4fZdUWA https://open.spotify.com/track/0BIzDMGOblVrdoXQFmzdbV?si=joOeyA-8TdaT5FpIIape9A
(poetic scribbles) | The Comeback Kid | 26 February 2022
I needed some time to grow And a lot more time to let go My planted seeds finally sproutesI'm done swimming in circlesknock knock, doors unlockInside dreams turn to outside GO:OD AM America The grand fanaleHere we go - Godspeed~~come back to earth from My Ascension elevator took me to the festival, but I forgot … Continue reading (poetic scribbles) | The Comeback Kid | 26 February 2022
The Cruelty of Haruhi Suzumiya
Folie à Deux, causing N Ü Enough Melancholy for 2 What can they even do When acting a dumb fool 2 survive summer so cruel https://open.spotify.com/track/4YnXlBbFnMJf6qiO2LQMlU?si=LQakHi_hQpmBlyDpbValFA https://open.spotify.com/track/6jrNtWLvTRQhIzWkeU9IFX?si=aHCIma7mR5uckwL_cLMKBQ https://open.spotify.com/track/3Dg1BK3rHo6mCvzSO2b9Ct?si=3bpPmaceT7-fz7Iai0D7gA https://open.spotify.com/track/1NeQzAqahRYI09bgLbhVFN?si=j2Z5I3hMSyC4cPR4m-gNqg https://open.spotify.com/track/0q6LuUqGLUiCPP1cbdwFs3?si=TUiUNJm7TKCTOj2NBewtkA https://open.spotify.com/track/0C6TGlpffTuUdJfjB0U9mI?si=2IgtxbK0RLe2PqNh2sNOPA https://open.spotify.com/track/1Ho66qbcEziNWD0u6jhJiv?si=oHlhHi49Qbeh5eql5Bi-Pg https://open.spotify.com/track/3aMaemFVNV2VWS9TftJrhc?si=ZbVa2pw9ShSlZEyaQz2qiw https://open.spotify.com/track/5gRcv46AMTrosmTOqrOV3Q?si=hOUq1oi3Q6e8HdoWGV7qqw https://open.spotify.com/track/0ZBchpb4CLk5Qqu3895Etp?si=3Wtrqrt_Qlqcq4N_wKLyDg https://open.spotify.com/track/1BxfuPKGuaTgP7aM0Bbdwr?si=9LJWT87MSIuHjBItk6pOog
Light Switch
I'm so sorry I am so so so So so so sorry That's from way back When I was still acting Like a selfish asshole, so Was sarcastic & narcissistic For I be only seeing Ü from Me Thus, never truly considering Your Life & your difficulty At least not the real way I was … Continue reading Light Switch
This Wisest Narcissist (Buried Treasure Chests)
This Wisest Narcissist Does not care what Ü think Because He knows He's the best Not even a single question is left & having been objectively laid to rest So no longer worries about those pests He knows ~ when dealing with fools Wisdom's way says laugh & jest At how unaware they are of … Continue reading This Wisest Narcissist (Buried Treasure Chests)
Crazy N Love
Violence & Love So paradoxical a pairing When Ü don't Ünderstand either As Love's the true Power of Violence For Violence can kill a person When it's inspired by Hate Yet will topple nations N the name of Love When coming together Violence & Love Found N their Hearts Their Lost eyes Their child Serenity … Continue reading Crazy N Love
♡Sugar☆World☮ 