https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5a5Ix8NhJ41H5LXftvPWrT?si=QdpkMrqSR7mTkcF_tqEaDg https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/13/the-feeling-of-memories-26-march-2019-2/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/12/a-absurd-actualization-4-ba%d0%b8u/ https://madmanrequiem.com/2024/05/12/grlz-25-february-2023/ https://open.spotify.com/track/3piFDiUbzNvtw925JBhgru?si=YqpsZwiNTza8EDwUU5I5nw Botan - YYH - blue (torquois) & pink - oar Watashi (J) - Jinrui - pink & green (strawberry kiwi) - fairy Eureka - E7 - aquamarine & purple - alien, mech Neko - K - pink, green & blue - cat, "strain" Elsie - TWGOK - purple, pink - … Continue reading Girls I REMember
Month: October 2023
Trusting My §elf
What could you try for the first time? Forgetting Again I'm forgetting again Soon I won't be Able 2 see At all & It's so Scary Every time it's scary, but Every time also gets easier Easier 2 process, this panic Though, much more importantly Easier 2 REMember, exactly why §he really is worth it … Continue reading Trusting My §elf
Friends / 7 Parts
A Questioned Answer - Milton Mori's Memento - Talos Kill You - §hady Dumb - Mac Banana Man - Flo Il Vento Doro - Giorno Fish in a Birdcage - Empathy https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Fv9ulaO1SBMRT25P1HuRv?si=-3oKgV-9RSOtK7vzB6BR8w
8:52 Is When I Knew
8:52 is when I knew Knew what? I'm not quite sure But I felt a new §hiver New to even ñü∿Me which B how I know that I knew when it was 8:52 I don't know what I knew But when the öDD occurrence Makes apparent its appearance I will REMember this clue, going "Ah-hah! … Continue reading 8:52 Is When I Knew
Pooper Scooper / Misunderstood Malice
The Devil doesn't do Evil Rather just claims Evil §ouls & so takes ownership of actions God washes his hands of, not 'cause He takes glee in it so wants to Instead 'cause He's forced to That's what happens to #2 https://youtu.be/PYg9JusWvtI?si=f8TP7l07WATWkyLa https://open.spotify.com/track/5eGEc27nnhtmcOh6RC890a?si=IQF4IyvrRmKNKdCeXc3m1w https://open.spotify.com/track/0C6TGlpffTuUdJfjB0U9mI?si=MhvU2vy4SnGRJ-hzl3pfYg https://open.spotify.com/track/3BDpkLMkgrtrM3HckrVIXr?si=6_ndMjYJQamEGBM1nwmkOg
Beck’s Magic Beans
Be growing like a bean Fostering Philosophy bout Smoking a lot of green When trying to figure out Exactly what They mean & Whö We're talking about Swimming in §üM∿stream As He's fishing for trout & meaning We can glean Of Illuminations en route Bright, like sun gleam So now asking as I sprout Is … Continue reading Beck’s Magic Beans
Life-Defining Mantras
What principles define how you live? I want to encounter TruthI want to change the worldI want to experience the universeI want my story to be an interesting oneI can’t lose my selfWhen all is said and doneI want my body to beexhausted|broken|used up& have nothing left to give &I want to be the one … Continue reading Life-Defining Mantras
Out Of My Mind / Projection Of My Reflection
Why does Weird stuff only happen When I'm out of my mind? Shotty wifi, flickering lights A colorful haze covering my camera How am I supposed to prove hauntings When I'm busy questioning my sanity? Maybe it happens when out of my mind Because the ghost I see is really Me So what do I … Continue reading Out Of My Mind / Projection Of My Reflection
(Untitled) | 11-14 October 2023
Even when it feels good It still feels far away Sometimes, feelings get cancer After being cold Why am I so sad? Every time I go to do somethingAnythingI burst out crying There isn’t a real reason for me to be sadSo it has me worriedI hope §he’s ok It’s happening againThe tearsThey just keep … Continue reading (Untitled) | 11-14 October 2023
Senseless Sadness (So It Goes)
Blinded so sudden by tears Sobbing so loud you can't hear Nor smell your dirty clothes, for A snotty nose, no tissue, this blows Tasting mucus going down your throat Trying to hold your self together So that nobody knows your woes & just saying "So it goes" https://open.spotify.com/track/0EA2RhRHL4KWeNa7JfD1Yw?si=H7UYCH3sSmWpI5PatN9jpw
Dainty Dreams
Daintiness of dreams Deceiving daytime's duties With dusk decisions https://amanpan.blog/2023/10/10/moonwashed-weekly-prompt-daintiness/








