There's something about sports That sends a shiver up my spine 'cause I can be watching highlights Of a game from 10+ years ago & go "I remember watching this game" When I can't even remember my name

I'm feeling better today I wouldn't say good So maybe my little spell "Might as well" worked I'm feeling better today But would not say good So maybe my little spell "Might as well" worked

I feel so confused So lost Spinning in the dark Uncertain about everything Well, almost everything I remember being certain About something A few days ago I was so confident then & even though it feels so far away I might as well trust Me from the past Whatever it is I was so certain … Continue reading Might As Well

I guess I'm dumb again I forget everything & no one tells me what's going on I don't like what I write It's so ugly Compared to everyone else's

Scary dreams

It's happening again The tears They just keep coming

I dreamed about you last night You were still far away But close enough to see your face Every night, I get closer to you Someday soon, I'll be with you [Revision] I dreamed about You last night You were -§till- oh~so far away But close enough 2 see your face Every night - I … Continue reading Saw Your Face

There isn't a real reason for me to be sad So it has me worried I hope §he's ok

Every time I go to do something Anything I burst out crying

Why am I so sad?

I'm forgetting again Soon I won't be Able to see At all & It's so Scary Every time it's scary, but Every time also gets easier Easier to process the panic Though much more importantly Easier to REMember exactly why §he's really worth it, always I'm forgetting again Soon I won't be Able 2 see … Continue reading Forgetting Again