Yukina’s Cold Caress (Kuwabara’s Hot Head)
Maybe I could find someone to talk with if I just stopped talking to myself.
Am I relying on you too much? Am I taking more of you than I have any right? I wanted you all to myself; how selfish to try to steal your beauty from the world. We became so close – so strong the connection that our spirits began to intertwine. I gave myself to her, and she gave herself to me.
But what now? Can things just go back to normal? Is it ok we spend so much time together? Will our spirits remain one, or will they be sheared apart? Do we need to take ourselves back from each other? How would we even do that, and what would it look like?
I still have a lot of growing up to do. A true man isn’t a slave to wants; he is its master. Nor does he fear desire; he respects it. I can do neither. I fear my wants because I lose myself when I give into desire. I’ve said happiness for her is what I want most, and I still believe that. But I wanted her so bad I was willing to hurt her. I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship until I figure out how not to hurt the ones I love.
♡Sugar☆World☮ 