The lines between Metaphor & Material Become blurry at best

I'm surrounded by family But not the one person That makes me feel like home I always feel like a stranger Inside of this house

I am Thankful For You, truly So, thank You My dear Friend Just for existing As You remind Me Perfection exists

Been feeling a little bit Of self-doubt & anticipation 'til getting cool flow over me Counter to the cold fire warnings So, telling me to go through with it

I've been trying to appreciate My Ghost fiend more, recently Like saying, "Hello" To the flickering lights Or, "Thank you" To those random §hivers REMinding Me of You Because whether or not it's true It still helps Me to think positively And helps make the everyday feel new

My Ghost has been visiting a lot todayMaybe he, or she, or whatever Visits this often normally And I'm just never paying attention Maybe I'm not as lonely As I pretend to be And really just missing The good things happening By not living presently That sounds about right And even though I believe it … Continue reading Never Paying Attention

Today feels strange But in a good way It feels like I'm present And it feels quite pleasant I don't know why, though Nothing seems different At least on the outside It's still a hazy gray But on the inside It feels clear Or almost there I just hope this Serenity Stays with me for … Continue reading Pleasantly Present

Hey, I've been meaning to text you for a while now. What feels like years. But every time something stops me. So I'm sorry I disappeared. I don't know what happened. I don't really know what's happening. But if you ever wanna reconnect, I would really love some old friends to reminisce.