What’s The Point?

I'm really tired today 
I drink 5 shots of espresso 
Only for it to make me more tired 

My stomach is rumbling 
Because I barely eat 
Since it always hurts 
So that won't change 
At least not anytime soon 

All I can think at the moment is 
"What's the point anymore?" 
Having lost all meaning 
Swimming N Circles 

Just ignore me 
Like all of my "friends" 
They're the only smart ones 
They know when to give up on a loser