My regrets
Look just like texts
I should have sent
And all of those
"Love You"s
Never given to
All my Good friends
I just need a way out
Of this bed
I'm so tired of being stuck
N§ide my head
In my own way
This feels like living
At least it's how
I kill the time
Swimming N Circles
Kinda feels like moving
& yet -soon– You will find Ü
Never actually found anything new
All the things
I pretend I do
To make myself
Feel important
Though, I'll never tell
My §elf the Truth
Because I'm not even
My own friend
Don't You know that
November Rain may
Really arrive
Late N May?
And how, sometimes
Summer forecasts
Turn out snow
Not rain?
Gray haze, corn maze
Then, sent into a craze
Lost in mine Midwest N§anity
When is the end to this Calamity?
My regrets
Look just like texts
I should have sent
And all of those
"Love You"s
Never given to
All my good friends
I just need a way out
Of this bed
I'm so tired of being stuck
N§ide of my head
[Inspiration: “Come Back To Earth” by Mac Miller]

[alt. drafts]
My regrets
Look just like texts
I should have sent
& all those
“I Love You”s
I never gave to
My good friends
I just need a way out
Of this bed
I’m so tired of being stuck
N§ide my head
In my own way
This feels like living
At least it’s how
I kill the time
Swimming N Circles feels
Like moving, kinda
Yet you’ll find, soon
You never find anything new
All the things
I pretend I do
To make myself
Feel important
& I’ll never tell
My §elf the Truth
’cause I’m not even
My own friend
Don’t You know that
November Rain may
Really arrive
Late N May?
& how sometimes
Summer’s forecast
Turns out snow
Not rain?
Gray haze, corn maze
Sent into a craze
Lost in my Midwest N§anity
When is the end to this Calamity?
My regrets
Look just like texts
I should have sent
& all those
“I Love You”s
I never gave to
My good friends
I just need a way out
Of this bed
I’m so tired of being stuck
N§ide my head