Protagonist Problems / Hero’s Journey Prologue

What is oh~so §trange about my §tory B 
How I know it'll end, with Me winning 
Yet, I Am -§till- N§ide the prologue 
Where the main character is a Loser 
So that they can become the Winner 
Meaning my mind has been torn N 2 
Thinking I Am Whö knows the Truth 
Yet, I Am forced to really believe 
'cause of my inexperience and Youth 
ΣY∃ truly B worth less than Λ11 öF Ü 
Since that's what the Writer wants Me 
To B at the start of my hero's journey