Stagnant / Hypocrite Hero

So, lately I have 
Been feeling 
Stuck 
Again, and 
Oh~so stagnant 
Like still waters 
Of a blocked off pond 
A breeding ground for pests 
Perfect for mosquitos eating Me 
While I just lay there and let them 
Since there is nothing worth saving 
At least, that's what I believe 
Although, only N the moment 
Because I know better 
How Life's sacred 
At least, I do 
If I don't 
Wanna 
B another 
Hypocrite hero