It’s coming back
Panic rising up
Inside, feeling it
About to boil over
But keeping it in
& trying not to erupt
Like a young volcano
Ready to blow
Fuck
It hurts
It’s so hot
Can’t breath
Suffocating
Under molten rock
Turning into
A slab of magma
Then, skin begins
Bubbling
Like a lava cava
Steaming
Like a sauna
While I try to
Process my trauma