Having a panic attack
Nothing goes the way I plan
That’s why I stopped making plans
Because this always happens
I always get walked over
But it’s my own fault
I let them walk on me
God
I feel so fucking pathetic
What the fuck am I even doing
Fuck this life
Fuck this world
Why am I here?
Fuck me
Let me leave
I guess it’s too much fun
Watching me squirm
Like a worm you cut in half
Now there’s two of me
Spilt personality
Both freaking out
Wishing for the ending
Slowly realizing
Hell is just the beginning