So suddenly Mood dropping Like a brick Why? Why so sudden? I've already written 4 poems today, So, why does that part of Me Giving me that scratchy feeling Like a cat clawing at the door To my mind's room, annoying too Looking for a way N to tell Me I'm a bitch for not … Continue reading Untitled And/Or Unfinished Poetry Written Today [7 December 2023]
Month: December 2023
No Headphones Again
Forgot my headphones Again, this morning Though handling it Much better today I don't know if it's because I took my Adderall today But for some reason It's easier to process It also helps I'm on shorter days So even if I did feel bad At least I wouldn't suffer long
Wind Friend
This oh~so chilly wind Has been following Me Close like a friend Holding my hands & Caressing my face Moving down my torso Then all over the place
Back-of-the-Book Answers
You can tell when Someone looked up All the answers N The back of a book When You ask them To show their work & shows they're worth Quite closer to zero Than infinite Truth They claim to obtain
Filtering Infinity
Realizing now it's not I don't have a filter Rather, I filter out 99.9% of crazy shit Going through my mind & I -§till- sound N§ane
Delusional Fantasy
You can crave something So much it can scare You So much so that You never Can actually believe it is Real, when it becomes real Because You know deep down This is the one thing that You would ever be willing To trade our reality for Your delusional fantasy [first draft] You can want … Continue reading Delusional Fantasy
Rad Rhymes
Had been glad Although now be Feeling a tad sad But not too bad so Like a frog with no Lilypad to lounge or Maybe like a poor lad Named Chad, about to Call this expensive Cab after mad moms Stab forest fawns Which isn't rad Like a radical But maybe is Radioactive As drunk's … Continue reading Rad Rhymes
Self-Harm
I heard someone say: "Addiction is not a choice, but their first drink is" When I was in group therapy I think: Hypocrisy For don't You see I began drinking Because of what Happened to Me Would You ever claim To someone cutting Their red wrists They had chosen To self-harm? Or would Ü recognize … Continue reading Self-Harm
Shame Game
Shame is the name for this lame game The sane play to tame the N§ane All while they're pretending this be For the good of Me, when really A way to entertain brains who remain
Addiction Restriction
An addiction is just a restriction Forged in fires made of friction From my society by lying to Me As if telling a blind man to see Like a condition is one's decision
83 – Deviled Dealings [Wheelchair Edition]
The Devil only deals with the Good For demons never need a contract To ever do deeds from darkness They do them for free, with glee They want oh~so much more from Me They want Hearts & §ouls & Faces They want my Eyes & Ears & Mouths They want Λ11 öF Mine, Λ11 öF … Continue reading 83 – Deviled Dealings [Wheelchair Edition]
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