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"My thoughts on the world, life, politics, philosophy, etc. change on a daily basis." How have your political views changed over time? 20 – The Pendulum’s Rhythm I consider myself conservative∿liberal; I lean left but value the right; I will reject extremism No matter its form Change isn't good; The same isn't good; Good is … Continue reading Like A Pendulum
It's coming back Panic rising up Inside, feeling it About to boil over But keeping it in & trying not to erupt Like a young volcano Ready to blow Fuck It hurts It's so hot Can't breath Suffocating Under molten rock Turning into A slab of magma Then, skin begins Bubbling Like a lava cava … Continue reading Panic Attack Coming Back
Feeling Hollow Like a husk of my self Sunken eyes A window to my soul Revealing the void inside No more tears to cry No more asking, "Why?" 'cause it ain't 2009 no more Everything in your life's a bore Wishing to sail away from this shore Castaway Wilson won't even play What can I … Continue reading Hollow Castaway
Having a panic attack Nothing goes the way I plan That's why I stopped making plans Because this always happens I always get walked over But it's my own fault I let them walk on me God I feel so fucking pathetic What the fuck am I even doing Fuck this life Fuck this world … Continue reading Squirm Like A Worm
Feeling especially lonely this morning Not sure about what or why But it's really hanging over me A chandelier of shame Tears held back by a thread Like the Sword of Damocles Waiting to snap & fall As I tear my hair out Sitting atop this throne All alone https://open.spotify.com/track/0lc70Jh2s1iOMuv9XIEhFy?si=PhisNq7HTiSf6Y_OQHPLcw https://open.spotify.com/track/2aoo2jlRnM3A0NyLQqMN2f?si=z5dqkz2nT1SmdLPIu3JSDg https://open.spotify.com/track/76Ug1q4l6rGwJ2ubV5wh3X?si=JxKXdPrmSBiYJZlzxI6lng https://open.spotify.com/track/4gT3mNJA8lnlkYFqGZ8IA2?si=vC_-XRFzSLeugygrOtLdEw
Insanity is a crazy thing Sitting in an empty room Thinking you're The center of the universe And that every little thing you do Reverberates and ripples Through all reality So you carry The weight of the world Plus, the rest of Infinity On your shoulders; Crazy To suffer Under the weight of Eternity Because … Continue reading Crazy Overdrive
I've been feeling like my writing Has been slowing down & Losing its edge Although I'm not certain What I mean by that but I can feel, my writing is wanting
Sometimes Loneliness Follows No matter Who you Are with
Christmas day And I am the worst gift receiver Ask me what I want And either my memory speaks for me "I don't know" As there's lots of things I could use But never need Then, for wants, what gifts should be They can't give me My one & only I truly desire, & so … Continue reading Gift List
I’ll tell you now: you won’t get better as long as you’re afraid of making a fool of yourself. The thing is, you’re human. That means you’re already a fool. You’re gonna make mistakes. So make mistakes, and make them often. You don’t know what you need to work on until you know what you … Continue reading “Good Parent” Letter
Been up for over 36hrs now As the mild hallucinations Are starting to kick in so Meaning the textures begin Moving, sliding off of the Surfaces they paint, while Numbers and letters wiggle Like grass blowing in wind https://open.spotify.com/track/36YlVLEV1f2qredBFj8o2y?si=XbrK6BJ_SAaQnDnaXLLBIg https://open.spotify.com/track/4oCRbf77NCj4Ss8nhUp1i4?si=_CS7npbARb-oFU0zR39URA https://open.spotify.com/track/6wyjGiFFJMNxFyY4h0ttYY?si=I13kz947R7qJ3XkKbWFgJA https://open.spotify.com/track/4OLI1dUkU9GFHm3IUgChaf?si=HhyTmW_3RECAescqkMq6yQ https://open.spotify.com/track/4GuZMzKXJSoWhwHUqRa0fm?si=RpPhR7WOQYK2cD2awSSBNQ https://open.spotify.com/track/4c8TMfsKJIrRgCWs8LCEbQ?si=uSGUJxnhRPyPsT0O_-8VPg https://open.spotify.com/track/2sLwPnIP3CUVmIuHranJZU?si=VYHUkvALQEC6rhtNnJq6pg
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