Why have I been acting So Hyper-Critical to Everyone around me? Am I just jealous They're all growing While I'm floundering?

She will just not stop Talking about herself And all her problems Constant ailing her How her OCD's a bitch & her schema's a bitch & everything else wrong With life's also a bitch Because she said it once And got a couple of laughs So feels on top of the world Saying the same … Continue reading Life’s A Bitch

High energy synergy Can't sit still, jittery Constant vibrating next to Me Like start of earthquake emergency

Disconnected Agitation Feeling something irksome Yet too aloof to notice what So, feeling like an angsty teen Pissed off at nothing & everything https://open.spotify.com/track/6rALak0y2dqmegYq16aRoE?si=JUVt2dByQpqI1TiGgXL9Ug https://open.spotify.com/track/5ghIJDpPoe3CfHMGu71E6T?si=xbu8Q3XjSaaBRPZNx0GVxg https://open.spotify.com/track/7j31rVgGX9Q2blT92VBEA0?si=5BZEIED4QFODa2fG7Hf_nQ

I'm an immortal child killing himself I'm a homeless man living in a house I'm a town elder acting as the fool I never do what I'm supposed to do I'm just here trying to trick you

I Am sitting here Half out of my mind & listening to people Talking, about themself Like I'm supposed to care When all I'm thinking about Is how I wish I never woke up

I'm disconnected You're unaffected My heart dissected Your Love, rejected

No wonder I'm always ignored When I let everyone Talk over me And take the time Meant for me Maybe no time Is ever meant For a rug like me

Why am I looking for Something to write When, normally I just wait 'til it's Feeling Right? I guess I'm just Trying to Avoid moments By doing anything Other than looking up

Those oh~so öDD sounds Which steal attention Like trains & plains & cars that go "VROOOM" As well as anything that Makes you go "what was that" Are the moments you awaken When you come alive again Meaning, if Ü Ünderstand Those oh~so öDD sounds Are when Ü die again https://open.spotify.com/track/23eeWQPmBi5GOJfTLEJBKr?si=zcahHxxxSX24U_1FtaOc2g https://open.spotify.com/track/0Rr5Lw09CzqcchhsH0Pmhs?si=6UbNWKhuQYOlfXE1_ipU4A